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confused

2011-04-11T21:18:00.001+08:00

i'm really confused now. i really dk what to do now. how? ): what if things turn out not to be the way i thought it to be?

good things never happen twice

2011-03-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

good things never happen twice. D:

shouldn't have let history repeat itself again.

how now? ):

surprise surprise!

2011-03-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

2 surprises in 2 consecutive days. i'm positive i'm 10 steps nearer to my goal now :D

in shock.

2011-03-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

omg i still couldn't believe what just happened.

quick update

2011-03-09T00:46:00.003+08:00

been really long since i've last updated. was really busy with school stuffs and didn't have anytime to blog. shall take some time to pen down some quick updates while taking a break. (:

many things have happened since the last blog post i suppose. a handful of upsetting stuffs, happy stuffs and loads of 21st parties.

been to quite a few 21st this year and its causing a big hole in my pocket. nevertheless, the 21st were all fun. (: great party, and awesome catch up session with all my friends. up next, the march babies! then eunice's and eugenia's 21st, theme: twins. omg can't wait! (:

was really glad i managed to get closer to some more friends in NUS after joining sow comm. really appreciate them for being there for me. and not forgetting the usual ones that're always there for me, giving me the necessary support whenever i need them. they are the ones that never fail to turn my bad day around (and you know who you guys are). ♥

quite a few upsetting stuffs happened the past half a year and sometimes its really suffocating me. personally, i really hope things would turn for the better real soon. but sometimes, i guess some things really take time. sometimes its like, i dont wanna care anymore, but in the end, you just get affected all over again. oh well.

getting damn confused over something currently too.

certain things are really too much for an individual to take. and i really don't want it to happen anymore.

goal for this month: stay happy and smile everyday (: (: (:

great day spent with sylvans (:

2010-12-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

went to chinatown's 10dollar ktv with roy, lk, jage, mama, mj, alex and weilin yesterday. i would say that is not a bad place to sing and their songs are not that old either (although i can only sing older songs hehe). we ended up choosing all those pri school times songs by s club 7, m2m, a1, brb etc etc. haha. so at a point of time, our song list was actually all english songs. (Y) but it was a great k session we had loads of fun singing and laughing. especially at laikiu. :D the songs he chose are, erm, i wouldnt know what word to use to describe. but i'd love to see him perform the song "barbie world" again. :D

after ktv session, we left for clarke quay to meet the rest for huijuan's surprise birthday celebration! went to this place opp central for zichar. nice place and nice ambience for a zichar place. they even have birthday songs played when mj entered with huijuan's cake. it was carrot cake (not the normal coffee shop that carrot cake hahahha). my first time eating that. hmms, i don't really like it, firstly because i don't like to eat carrots; secondly, it doesn't taste like those kind of cakes we normally eat. BUT, the cake looks yummy. :D

OH and the food at the zichar place. it is not that pricey, but their servings are really small. so i would recommend going there only if you're in small groups. we had 13 people and the food wasn't really enough to go around, other than the claypot rice and the veggies. but personally, i prefer holland v zichar to that place. (:

walked around the singapore river after dinner to digest all our food hehe. and mj totally treated us like tourists asking us to take photos at like every single place he sees nice deco. but it was really fun! after walking a whole round around the singapore river we sat down outside i think riverside point (?) to chat. had a really good laugh my cheeks were having cramps (Y) overall a great day spent with sylvans. ♥

now i'm stuck at home with nothing to do again. but i guess from next week onwards life's gonna be real busy. beats getting stuck at home with nothing to do right? (:

okay till then! (:

tell me you would

2010-12-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

but you didn't.

eggy tarts

2010-12-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

craving for egg tarts today and i got to eat it. nom nom nom. so happy! :D

attempted to change my blogskin again today. but failed AGAIN. i suck at html seriously. i dont even know why the alignment is so weird when i used the new template. but i want a new blogskin. rahhhhh.

spent my whole day rotting at home feel so free all of a sudden. hahaha. leah texted me today asked me to meet up! :D will be meeting up after char's back from her overseas trip! (:

meliae oct, nov and dec birthday celebrations next week and sow outing after sweat camp! sounds like a whole truckload of funnnn! :D

kbox-ing tomorrow and dinner at chinatown! DOUBLE YAYNESS! ♥

holiday~

2010-11-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

i so love holidays. no more crazy mugging. indulging in the company of my friends. and this time, its not because we're mugging together. we're enjoying ourselves, hanging out together! :D

went to town with yeeling today! the only thing that made me so happy. (: tried the wanton noodles at graffiti cafe after eyeing it for so long. I LIKE. and i think we spent like 1hour at the cafe chatting. :D sadly, we were stuck in fep for super long because it was raining super super super heavily. but i intro-ed her to long xu tang. super yummy childhood candy of mine! :D

gave up waiting for the rain to stop and headed over to shaw house. walking in town carrying my purple hello kitty umbrella i feel so retarded. hahaha. brought her to the isetan bakery and intro-ed her breads and mochi. she spent like 8.10 bucks there on all that! (Y) but its worth it cuz its super nice! (: munching on cheese and choc mochi and walking around in town with awesome company is ♥! brought her to super many nice shops today and i totally enjoyed her company! more of these soon! :D

stingray day was yesterday! hehehe. she bought koi but I NEVER! (Y) i am determined to stop my addiction for koi. :D wanted to go for our usual oyster omelette and carrot cake at bugis hawker centre, but it was closed down for renovation. ): made do with finger food from bugis street. and we found a stall that sells super super nice beefy cheese fries and fried mars bar in parco! :D its at the basement of parco and its something like chippy's! highly recommended especially the cheese fries! (: can't wait for another meet up with that retarded stingray. hehehe.

kbox on thurs with roy, lk, weilin, etc etc. can't wait i wanna singgggg! :D

the cove

2010-11-28T00:33:00.004+08:00

was watching this documentary "the cove" awhile ago. dolphins are such cute and friendly animals. i dont understand how anyone would bear to kill them. just for money? what is wrong with them seriously. how would they feel if they were the dolphins themselves. 23k killed per year. really saddening to hear that there are so many inhuman people existing around us.

enough about this saddening and upsetting stuffs.

anyways, met up with carina this evening for dinner. (: it must have been atleast a month or two since i've last met her. and it must have been quite some time since i've last been to town. i was almost lost when i was making my way to scape. FAIL. haha. had popeyes for dinner yummm. but somehow the chicken seemed to have deproved. i still love the mash potato though. :D chatted and caught up over dinner. and that was when i realised we haven't met up for a really very long time! we had so much to say, so much to update! it seems like one night is never enough! and she was so sweet! bought me elmo and chip and dale collar pins back from taiwan! ♥ I LOVE! had eskimo after refraining from koi after so long. i believe my addiction for koi/milk tea have been cured. eskimo doesnt taste as nice now. but its okay to indulge once in awhile right? (;

so happy yesterday i got to go jogging like finally. although ended up with muscle ache today. -.- ran 2.4km and my timing is still the same! (Y) yeeling says its a miracle since i've stopped running for so long. hehe.

lunched and movie-ed with rani and guanxian after jogging session. watched HP7. i think its the best out of all the HP series i've watched so far (i'm no HP fan btw). and its kinda sad. now i'm contemplating if i should watch part II. haha. (:

can't wait to head over to my grandma's house tomorrow! :D

and stingray's back tonight i wanna meet her real soon! :DD

♥ ♥ ♥

mummy its overrrr

2010-11-25T19:49:00.003+08:00

wanted to go jogging today evening 5pm with wj. THEN at 4pm the sky turned dark i immediately go prep. after i finish preparing, it started POURING. and its still raining till now i cannot run anymore. ): i feel so deprived of exercise all of a sudden omg. i hope it wont rain tml so i can go run. I MUST GET MY ASS OUT OF MY HOUSE AND START EXERCISING. :s

finals are finally over i'm saying bye bye to all these crazy mugging for a month and hello to freedom and sow prep! (Y) can't wait for everything to start! :D

feel so grateful to all my study mates roy, laikiu, jage, karyin, alex, marzuki and many many! because of their company, i feel so much more motivated to travel to school everyday to mug and work hard! (: feel super thankful to eunice, alvin chen, ho lun, beng kian and syl too! without them, i wouldn't how i'm gonna manage all the crazy mods like 2216, 2213, som and lsm! :D if my grades improved this sem, its all thanks to all of them! ♥

after my lsm paper last night, met hinchong for EWF! so happy finally can go out and enjoy myself already! (: the other day i was mugging in school hinchong delivered ion takoyaki over for me for dinner! :D so happy! :D EWF was yummy last night too! i like their one egg soup and i had nutella tarts! yummy yummy yummy=fattening fattening fattening though.

cant wait to go kbox with roy, laikiu, alex etc etc too! :D

meeting rani, guanxian and manjee tomorrow yayness! and stingray is coming back REAL SOON! :D i am so happy.

but if i get to run today, i'll be happier (:

finals is madness

2010-11-21T15:01:00.002+08:00

i am so tired how i wish finals are over right now. but it hasnt even started omggg.

sometimes i think i expect too much but well, stay positive right! (:

mugging mode

2010-11-18T12:47:00.004+08:00

omg what a coincidence i've decided to blog today and its one month after i last blogged. (Y)

taking a break from all those crazy mugging these few weeks for awhile. i am super super tired i think i can collapse anytime. one more week to finals i'm only left with like 4 days till my 1st paper. i have like 4 papers squeezed into 3 consecutive days. running super short of time, surviving on a bread diet so that i can have more time for my mugging. my results better improve this sem. zzz.

so busy mugging i think i've neglected all my friends. ): after huiting's 21st party on 30oct, met up with some of cfs and chatted at mac till 2am. how i wish we could chat all the way till morning. miss stayovers and htht with them. felt so guilty that i have missed out some outings due to my busy schedule. cant even meet haz darling now too. can i have 48hrs per day? ):

on a happy note, halloween was a blast. the amount of funds we managed to raise through the sales of donuts, ais gems and wang wang was much more then we expected. and we were so lucky that we met nice suppliers who gave us like 10 more packs of ais gems/wang wang free and one box of donuts free! :D and the event itself was fun. i totally enjoyed myself TTM. (: i was kind of sad that it was over. can't wait for the subsequent sow camps, events etc. but that gotta wait till finals is over. can't wait to have funnnn! :DD

this coming dec hols will be a super packed one with all the meet-ups and sow stuffs. :D meet-ups already arranged with rani, manjee and gx. waiting for stingray to be back in singy. EWF with hinchong right after my last paper! :D cfs xmas gathering and new year stayover! sweat camp! :D omgg i can't wait can i skip my finals and go all the way to dec? :D

i love meet-ups

2010-10-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

I'VE FINALLY MET MY DARLING HAZWANI AFTER LIKE GOD KNOWS HOW LONG! :D i dont even remember when was the last time we've met! it shows how long seriously! that's why we've decided to meet up for a short lunch session today to catch up. ♥

lunch-ed at holland v. initial plan was essential brews. but when we reached, we realised that essential brews had closed down! so saddening! i was still looking forward to drinking their tea! ): brought haz to everything with fries instead since she haven't tried it before. and i can see that she totally enjoyed the meal! :D i tried the nutella shake but it wasn't as nice as i expected it to be. super sweet TTM. caught up over lunch. despite it being only like a short 1-2hr session, it was enough. (: we spend quality time together and the quantity ain't important. (:

before my mid-terms week, crashed ntu and had another short meet-up with kt, js and banana. best part of it was the HTHT session with my beloved kt. been super long since we've talked to each other about our stuffs. how i wish we were still in the same school. but its okay! i'm sure there'll be more chances for us to meet up and talk! (: i hope everything's well for her in ntu! ♥

halloween is coming and sow is busy with the preparation for halloween canvassing. i'm sure its gonna be fun and i look forward to all the fun we're gonna have! :D a stayover on fri to prepare the props! (Y) can't wait for it! :D hope this event would be a success and that this event will be able to bond the whole sow comm as one! :D at the same time, i hope i make a good logistic facilitator, by bonding the whole sub comm together and making things work well. :D its a once in a lifetime experience i'm so gonna make the best out of it!

now, its back to mugging. (:

quick update!

2010-09-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

shall take some time out to blog. (: been some time since i've last blogged. over 1 month omg.

been really busy mugging mugging and mugging lately with sylvans! need to pull up my cap desperately. i just realised how badly i've done for the past 2 sems and how slacked i've been.

life's been very fulfilling lately too! (: despite all the mugging sessions, we had outings/celebrations/meet-ups etc etc! (:

met up with manjee, rani, gx, xinyi and lisa last month. caught up with each other, celebrated manjee's birthday! i totally miss those sessions now. i want more after my mid-terms and exams! ):

had my 1st experience clubbing when i attended sci bash last month too. wouldnt say i like the experience i am so not a clubbing person. despite the fact that numerous people thinks that i am a clubber. stayed away from the dance floor and alcohol the whole night i'm such a boring person i know. (:

D&D was a blast kudos to audrey for organising and planning it! (: more photos up on facebook! (: a last min decision on my part to attend and i never regretted it! (: a pity i left early and didnt get to chat much with the other sylvans. ): special thanks to val who helped me with my hair too ♥

went to naz's house for hari raya this year. the first time he invited us over after knowing each other for that long! LOL! yummy food i like (Y). and managed to catch up! (: been super busy ever since the start of prep for SOW i didnt had time to meet up with so many of my friends! so dear friends who've seen this, please ask me out after my mid-terms! :D I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUUUU!

made a crazy decision this sem. i've decided to join next year's SOW comm as logistics head. i dont have much faith in myself in taking up that position. but i'll try my best to really make everything work out and run smoothly, a personal promise to myself. (:

sylvan's seniors mid-autumn gathering was awesome too! :D the gathering totally brightened up my bad day! turned my bad day around as ho lun says. :D and sometimes i wonder what would be of me if i was in other houses rather than sylvans.

i am super glad that i was posted to sylvans in SOW. in fact, i am amazed by the amount of friendships i've forged throughout this whole orientation programme. and i'm positive all the friends, all the strong bonds we've forged, will last. (: i have made super close friends, and friends that i didnt expect to be able to click well. and i am really thankful for the existence of all of them. i love you guys sylvans! uni life wouldnt be the awesome without you guys! ♥

i am so overwhelmed with emotions currently i dont even know how am i supposed to continue with this blog post. hahaha. (: guess i shall end here. till the next post then! (:

I MISS SOW

2010-08-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

been really busy with mugging and school stuffs lately didnt have time to blog at all.

SOW was a blast! :D made many new friends and i'm sure those are gonna be my friends for life! am so glad that i'm in sylvans i think we have like the most bonded seniors can! ♥ meliae freshies are like the awesome-est too! too much details its so hard to put everything in words. i'll just sum everything up to one word: FUN. :D

although school sem has started for 2 weeks and i'm like having 8am lectures for 4 days and having a 5-day week, i look forward to going to school everyday! and my aspiration for this sem is to be a mugger! :D to pull up my cap! really thankful to everyone that helped me out with my mods even though this is only like the 2nd week of school. ((: i've never regretted joining SOW.

currently, i'm still suffering from "camp withdrawal symptoms", having the urge to cheer wherever i go. and I MISS SOW. D: how i wish SOW wont end/wont end so early. haha. sihui told me that SOW totally unleashed the tiger out of me. LOL! i think it totally ruined my image can! everyone from SOW thinks that i'm one crazy and super enthu person. hahaha. its because i'm the OGL that's why i had to be this way. :D but its okay, for all the fun i had, its worth it! ♥

okay, now its back to mugger mode. i'm gonna work hard to pull up my cap this sem! YAY! thanks to all my awesome friends for their encouragement! ♥

MELIAE

2010-07-24T10:04:00.003+08:00

a few more days to the start of SOW! (: finally got to meet all my ogmates. they're a great bunch of people!

went for video taking at hort park on wed. thanks to joycelyn and weilin for helping us out during the filming process. (: the process was tiring, but fun. our initial plan was to head over to ikea for meatballs after filming then back to school to help clear up and edit the video. but by the time we finish the filming that needed to be done in hort park, its too late. but i had my arts ytf laksa! ♥ sad that the fruit juice stall is closed i cant get my kiwi soursop. ):

thurs went to town to meet some of the ogmates to settle the video editing. didnt know video editing is such a tough process till then! haha. you have to choose the clips that you want, fit them together, make sure they transit nicely, and the moves go well with the music. just by fitting the music alone is tiring. haha. but when i saw our final product on fri, i feel so proud of ourselves! great job guys! :D

barrage with the class later on! another sunburn day. hope the turnout will be great! my koi milk tea later! ♥

on a random note, a lot of people from sylvans thought eunice and me knew each other for a very long time when we only met each other this year. this is so cool can! (: now we call each other 14 year old friend. :D LOL!

SOW

2010-07-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

super busy lately with SOW stuffs. the week before last, prep camp in school. super fun! managed to make more friends and bond with the house. its so much better now. (:

last week, went back to school almost everyday for preparation; flag painting, id tags, house video, og video etc etc. stayed over in school from mon-tue. super tiring cuz i only slept from 330am-8am and i didnt even really fall asleep. slept on the table and its super hard and i have spine problem. so i ended up tossing and turning only. ): but thank goodness, now our tags are done (just waiting for freshies list), flags almost done. only left with house and og videos. (:

gotta head back to school again almost everyday next week too to prepare the of tags for the freshies and touch up etc. and it'll be the actual camp the week after next.

been really tired, but i totally love every minute of fun i'm having now. (:

of course not forgetting meetups with suyin, wanling and part of the class! ♥ another class gathering coming up this sat! yayness!

a day of retarded-ness

2010-07-06T12:32:00.002+08:00

went for sakae buffet yesterday with hinchong. spent a super long time queueing up just to buy tickets for triple tap. it wasnt even a popular movie anyways. just because of the eclipse craze plus youth day. and hello, eclipse was not even that nice. zzz.

arranged to meet at 330 but i only reached wheelock at 4pm thanks to the queue. and we spent another atleast 30min queueing just to enter sakae. sianssss. but anyways, had a great time eating. long time since i had sakae buffet! it was yummy-ness! :D and i think all the customers think i'm crazy thanks to hinchong's retarded-ness. LOL!

headed over to bugis for koi before the movie. and when we were about to head back, we're like almost late already. and worse still, he told me that the train headed for pasir ris from bugis goes to city hall. so i boarded and we realised we're on the wrong side. -.- so we ended up late for the movie. LOL! but it was damn funny la. according to hinchong, there were people following us onto the train too. HAHAHA.

triple tap was good! loved it. (: have always liked hongkong's dramas and movies. (: went to buy best fries forever back and met zhiyu! and turned out that megan was at cine too! but didnt manage to see her cuz i left right after i got the fries. i want them stil hot and crispy when i reach home. but it was soggy by the time i reach home. ): nevertheless, still yummy! :D

hazwani's coming over later! ♥

photo updates

2010-07-04T12:37:00.013+08:00

some updates about activities the past two days. (: just photos though. lazy to type chunks of words. haha. kbox with nus buds, eunice and jiening, on fri; and hanging out with sis on sat! ♥

stingray's back!

2010-07-01T18:02:00.003+08:00

stingray's backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! actually she's back around 2 weeks ago but we only managed to meet up yesterday. went to have local delights at bugis hawker centre! :D yummy yummy! first we had koi, then we had oyster omelette, char kway teow and carrot cake! camwhored and caught up! OMG how i wish she'll be back longer! (:

thanks to her now i'm craving for all the singapore food. i want laksa, i want hokkien mee, i want satay, i want rojak. OMG FATTTTTTT! zzz. hopefully 11july picnic will be a success! (:

watched eclipse today with cynzee and js! cynzee bought koi for us! hahaha. yayness! addicted uh. eclipse was so-so though not as nice as i expected. and seriously i dont understand why all the girls go gaga over edward cullen when he's not cute at all hello. -.-

accompanied cynzee to bpp daiso to shop for materials to make a card for her dad. its her daddy's birthday today! (: initial plan was to meet megan after the movie. but she could only make it around 6 and it was pouring super heavily in the noon, we decided to meet on another day instead. the weather's making us super lazy. ): but we havent meet for a very long time already too. need timeeeeeeeeeee. prep camp, orientation, video taking and flag painting all coming up. no more time for meet ups. ):

meeting eunice and jiening tomorrow! (:

house 2 outing!

2010-06-29T14:03:00.002+08:00

been sick for a week already. after fever's subsided, its flu's turn to visit and worse still, COUGH. i wonder how long it takes to recover from the cough this time. zzz.

anws, went for house 2 outing yesterday at sentosa. great day out. (: though only around one third of the house turned up, i think the bonding was better than that during the seniors gathering. cheers to huijuan and mingjie for organising this outing! (: frisbee-ed, captain's ball-ed, volleyball-ed (but failed), tossed/dunked people into the sea and many other "sit-down-in-circle" games. had this eating game and it was madness. once, laikiu had to eat like 16 marshmallows at one go. HAHAHA serve him right for making me eat 8 marshmallows at one go at the start of the game already!

had subway for dinner with the house at the top of vivo while waiting for audrey, brenda and billy to join us. played lamian xiaolongbao game after dinner. okay that game is abit retarded and hard to understand. haha. but nevertheless, it was fun. (: last min decided to watch The Legend is Born: Ip Man so we headed over to cine. cheaper. :D got a ride from sean over to cine from vivo with the girls and laikiu. cooliooooooo! :D movie was so-so i prefer ip man and ip man 2 over this without a doubt! (: but i like ip man's son in that show. so cute! hehehe. :D

headed home with jann after the movie. and went straight to bed once i'm back. tiredddddddddddd. hahaha.

toy story 3

2010-06-25T15:51:00.004+08:00

watched toy story 3 last night with around 1/3 of cfs. (:

woke up yesterday morning feeling much better and much more energetic. my fever came back at wed evening and i had to cancel my kid's tuition again. ): and wed night was the worst night ever. high fever, feel like puking but nothing comes out, sore throat, cough, stomachache etc etc. ): couldn't even eat my dinner properly. but i felt blessed despite all these. (: mum and sis were taking care of me those two days; wanling texted me everyday to ask me if i'm okay; hinchong asked me on msn and even intro-ed me to some antelope horn water that's supposedly good; and all those friends that commented on my fb etc. thanks everyone! (:

much better yesterday so i got to head over to town for the movie. THANK GOODNESS MY FEVER WAS GONE IF NOT I'LL MISS SUCH A NICE MOVIE. its so heart warming but at the same time makes you guilty if you're one of those that never cherish your toys i guess? haha. i think i'm kind of guilty of that? the only toys that i kept with me in bed and still "played" with them are my plushies; mr bean bear that i got during 4e2 christmas exchange, birthday doll from jerene last birthday and the pair of chip and dale that i got from wj i think j1//j2 christmas. =x i should learn from andy someday. but i cant bear to give them away either. haha.

dinner-ed at ding tai feng. xiaolongbao! yummy! but crystal jade's much better. (: i'm going to try cine's best fries forever once i'm fully recovered! it looks so nice and i was so tempted to eat it yesterday when cindy, banana and bel bought it. haha. luckily i was disciplined enough. (:

even so, my sore throat got worse this morning. maybe due to the lack of sleep last night. i had this sudden thought, that i was never gonna wake up this morning after i sleep last night. i didn't know why but i was damn scared. i felt that i haven't seen enough and i'm too young, haven't done enough stuffs yet. and i must say that feeling was really overwhelming. i was so scared to sleep afraid that the thought might really come true; that i might not wake up this morning. i started praying and praying non-stop. good thing that i woke up this morning. (: i never want to have this kind of feeling/thoughts ever again. it was really scary. ):

2010-06-23T13:54:00.002+08:00

super sick last night with fever, headache, sore throat u name it i have it. ): postponed my tuition and went straight to bed after i'm home.

woke up with a sore throat yesterday morning. but decided to ignore it since i was still feeling okay then. met up with sihui accompanied her to nie to enquire about her appeal status. halfway through at nie i felt throbbing pain in my head but ignored it again. thought it was due to late night sleeping plus lack of sleep last week. then when we were back at jp, it got worse i felt so unwell so postponed my tuition. dinner-ed and went home straight to bed. just when i was about to fall asleep my mum woke me up to take my temperature and i had fever. zzz. thank goodness i'm feeling much better now other than the slight headache and that irritating sore throat.

watched nightmare on elm street with my cousin on mon. the movie was phasing out so its only screening at weird timings and few places. caught the 1030am show at amk hub with my cousin. the cinema was super empty. i think there's only like 5 or 6 people incl my cousin and me. o.O and the cinema was damn cooooold. freaky movie. admit that it affected me i thought twice about sleeping on monday night. LOL! but well, nothing happened i had no dreams whatsoever. (:

toy story 3 tomorrow with cfs and brunch-ing with wl in the late morning! (:

eclipse with sihui next week hopefully. (:

weather's real unpredictable these days.

2010-06-20T00:05:00.002+08:00

suki sushi buffet this afternoon with naz and wj. spent 45min queuing up just to go in according to wj. haha. would say they have a very limited variety of sushi on their conveyor belt. and their menu abit limited too. and their service, damn slow. e food took super long to come. and my bacon with asparagus took around 30min or so to come and we still had to remind the waiter. tsk. the food was so-so i think i prefer sakae over suki. (:

headed over to sentosa after buffet to buy tickets for songs of the sea and decided to check out the offer for rws. 2bucks on thurs-sun after 7pm. tickets will be sold at 630pm and when we reached at around 5plus almost 6, there was already a super super long queue waiting for the ticketing counter to open and buy tickets. OMG. no choice we queued up again. zzz. hmms, i think we queued up for 30min this time. LOL! went to explore the hersheys store there and the 2kg hersheys choc bar was omg la. damn big, but its definitely worth the money! (: other than the fact that you might have trouble storing it in the fridge. hahaha. (: and the stuffs are so.... erm chocolately inside? chocolates, chocolate scented candles, gigantic chocolate, ginormous chocholate bunnies etc etc. queued up to enter rws AGAIN at 655. and there was already another super long queue waiting for us. zzz. didnt spend too long inside before we head over to songs of the sea. cuz there's nothing much to explore either since we're not entitled to check out e rides etc with the 2buck tickets.

our songs of the sea show was at 840pm, entry was 820pm. we headed over earlier cuz we had nothing to do. and guess what, there was already another long queue waiting for us at the entrance. SERIOUSLY, HOW KS CAN SINGAPOREANS BE? -.- so typical of them can. zzz. so we queued for another 20-30min just to gain entry to songs of the sea. and 10min before the show starts, it was drizzling. 5min before the show starts, the rain stopped. when the show starts, it started pouring. -.- watched the show for like less than 10min and we left. totally wasted can. we spent more time queuing today than enjoying ourselves. ): and we realised that songs of the sea, the performance is RAIN OR SHINE so no refund/complimentary tickets for the next visit. they damn smart can. -.- so we had to head back to harbourfront grab some bite and since it was almost 10 left for home. what a day well-spent by queuing up. LOL! okay, i apologise guys, i'll check the weather forecast next time. :D hahaha.

tue to thurs was spent at soolin's chalet. three days spent away from home. nice! (: got lost in tampines while trying to look for the mrt station cuz i alighted wrong stop. zzz. i totally loved the room that we had cuz we can watch tv in bed. i'm a damn lazy person i guess. haha. (: spent the 1st afternoon watching movies with soolin while waiting for e rest to reach. bbq-ed at night. soolin's youngest cousin, jovis, is damn cute! :D tried to play with him but he so shy (well, according to sl, he act shy. hahaha). in the end he opened up a bit and played with us. bel and joo wasnt there so there wasnt much entertainment until sg started her giraffe no tail and is it dead thing and cindy telling us about sg and NTUC. damn funny!

2nd day it was raining almost the whole day so we cant go to wild wild wet despite having free tickets. ): but we went to kbox instead! :D movie-ed again in the morning while waiting for time to pass till our k timing since it was raining and there's nothing much we could do outdoors. the room that we got for k was the nicest but hottest kbox room we've ever gotten. there's this jap feeling like damn nice and mirrors and best thing is they dont have much staff over there and their rooms the window super small so they can't see what we're doing inside! :D had korean bbq chicken for dinner and just when soolin was about to finish her last bite of chicken, her auntie called and said we're gonna bbq again that night cuz there was a lot of leftovers from the previous night. i almost fainted but kt was super enthu cuz she loved the chicken wings. LOL! it was so cooling that night that we dont even feel hot standing next to the bbq pit. nice! (: and i had a nice sleep that night too! didnt even want to wake up the next morning.

saw chew chor ming on our way to breakfast the next morning. (: headed home after breakfast.

sometimes spending time away from home is just great isnt it? (:

2010-06-10T11:48:00.003+08:00

JMJ kbox outing yesterday! it was fun fun fun! although we didnt get to sing enough thanks to that irritating attitude bitch-ier than me staff in k. we didnt book a room for k and they told us we could only sing for 2hrs when i get to sing for more than 3hrs at other branches. so i told her that, and she said diff branches diff regulations. like i believe. cook up a better excuse please. -.-

oh and did i mention i did a good deed yesterday? :D two brunei tourists boarded 960 near bugis area and they approached me for help. asking me where's pan pacific hotel, where to get ez-link card and about e deposit etc. so i offered to bring them to city hall mrt station since i was heading over there to meet jerene too. :D on the long way there, the guy asked me about the flyer, shopping malls in sg, etc etc. and that was when i realised i knew so little about singapore! =x but nevertheless, i brought them safely to e mrt station and they got their ez-links. so i waited for jerene after that.

i love singing kuai le cong bai in kbox la! those that went with me u should know why. :D just one word to summarise the whole k session: FUN. :D

went to espressoul for dinner. nice place with nice ambience thanks wl for the intro! :D so quiet and nice. a pity their sandwiches werent that nice. i prefer their salad. (: chatted all the way till jieying had to go. i think true friends are those that can talk about anything no matter how long you havent seen each other. its like we didnt have enough time to finish our conversation and we had to leave. ): oh wells, i'm sure there'll be another session when we're free-er! :D

chalet with cfs next week cant wait! :D

love my new blogskin btw hehe ♥

2010-06-08T12:31:00.002+08:00

had been really busy lately. and feeling super lazy to blog.

well, life's been so fulfilling lately with all the meet-ups with various groups of friends (including long-time-no-see friends and new friends), till the extent that i'm really tired. i loved all the meet-ups definitely! but i've been going out every single day and including tuition, i totally have no time for myself. so i'm taking a break this week with minimum meet-ups. (:

this birthday, despite growing a year older and no longer a teen (i dont care i still am :D), it was a great one. had various surprises from some friends. (:

22may, met up with some of swiss clique people, haz, prabu, shaun, satish and hariz. initial plan was to surprise shaun and celebrate his birthday at the airport. cuz we thought it would be special to celebrate his birthday at the airport. but shaun fell sick! so we had to change plan and surprise him at his house instead. and they surprised me together with shaun too. ♥ and they got me the YOG mascot plushie! ♥ ♥ ♥! although we didnt get to celebrate birthdays at the airport, that day was a great one. caught up at shaun's house and left ffor popeyes' for a super late lunch. YUM! met satish after his ndp rehearsal and we lepak all the way till night and left. prabu enjoyed that outing so much that he was so enthu about the subsequent outings! :D

24may, went to gwen's house for a baking session with megan, gwen and cindy! great session and they surprised me with the cheesecake that we made! totally caught me off guard! haha (: our oatmeal cookies turned out great but our peanut butter cookies, a disaster. o.O hahaha

26may, went back to gwen's house again for the cheesecake tasting session cuz the cheesecake weren't ready for consumption the other day and we had to leave. and they surprised me again. with more balloons this time! SWEET! (:

28may, kt turned up at my house and took me for a spin in her bro's car! she came with a cake and a candle. :D hehehe. so happy that she remembered my birthday and that nothing happened to her. (: she didnt text me on my birthday when for the past two years she surprised me at my doorstep, so i got worried. i thought something was upsetting her. luckily, its just that she was at a chalet and her hp ran out of batt. haha. (:

other meet-ups were with pri sch mates, hc, jq, pj, ky and initially xinying. great catch-up session. hmm, more like crapping session with hc around. hahaha. in all great time i had that day. (:

learnt how to make jap pizza at haz's house the other day and we played jenga (something like uno stacko). damn fun and funny. hahaha. then we watched some horror mission on youtube and laughed our heads off!

volunteer orientation last thurs with joo and cindy. had koi! ♥

last sat had xlb with mel and received my presents from cfs! thanks ♥! cant wait for the chalet next week!

ydae kbox with car! it was damn fun and they had this promo about taking your photo and paying 2bucks and we'll get the photo with the frame. so we bought it. but the frame turned out to be such a disappointment. =x haha.

oh, and this morning guanxian came over to pass me my big box of taiyangbing! :D YAYNESS!

okay those that read my blog, if you see your name here, it means time to meet up! sihui, khaiting, rani, zhafri, guanxian, farid, nazri, weijie!

2010-05-18T11:41:00.004+08:00

JMJ outing yesterday! we finally met for so long! had a great time bitching about people, catching up, eating, shopping and watching movie! :D met up with jerene earlier to bring here to the cathay cuz she dont know her way there. haha. lucky the queue for aston's was not that long we got a seat pretty quickly and waited for jieying inside since she's having lessons in school still. brought the "unsuccessful" cheesecake that i made the night before for them. sadly, the top jelly layer melted by the time it reached them. ):

camwhoring session in toilet after lunch. spent around an hour or so in aston's catching up. :D and in the midst of it, a group of taitais came in with a baby and sat in the seat in front of us. kept jerene so occupied then. LOL!

watched backup plan again. this time, the cinema was much more empty. maybe due to the time slot that we chose. (: its still scary to see how painful giving birth is. =x haha. after the movie, went to shop around in plaza sing as jieying needs to go back to school again so its better not to stray off to far from smu. haha. went to cotton on to get jerene's shorts and after that, camwhoring session in the toilet again. bet we've caused so much inconvenience for all the ladies using the washroom. LOL! but being able to meet for so long, we definitely have to have more photos taken right! :D

went cwp to watch ip man 2 at night. ITS SUPER NICE OKAY! and the cinema is super packed. but I TOTALLY LOVED THE MOVIE. its nothing compared to iron man 2! hahaha. super tired by the time i reached home. but i stayed up to edit photos, organise them, upload them and send them to jerene. (:

met up with naz and wj on sat for iron man 2. i was forced to watch with them. zzz. totally not my kind of movie can. almost fell asleep during the movie. should've bought popcorn and munched on them. atleast i wouldnt have fallen asleep. haha.

was late for the meeting cuz i took 960. i left home 1.5hrs earlier. and i missed the 1st 960. then when i reached little india area, JAM. -.- seriously not having any luck with buses lately. hai. pizza hut for late lunch. wj insisted on treating. well, he's not that nice, just that he had vouchers that's why. (: hahaha. had crunchy cheese bites. love the cheese! but i still prefer ljs's cheese. theirs is e best!

after the movie, headed over to town to shop for naz and wj's shirts. bowling was cancelled as the bowling alley was full. sobs. ): but anw, i forgot to bring socks so its okay! haha. wj managed to find his shirts but not naz. then i suggested something ridiculous: to head over to amk to buy koi milk tea! :D hahaha. i believe i'm addicted cuz i just had it the day before. so, we headed over to have koi milk tea. i still think milk tea is the best among all flavours. tried choc milk tea its too sweet and it tastes like chocolate milk instead of chocolate milk tea; honey milk tea tastes okay but i dont like the taste of honey. so is just milk tea. (: okay, hazelnut milk tea is not bad too! (:

took bus over to cwp cuz i wanted to get my bb cover. unable to fin any in amk. finally managed to get my bb cover in cwp. (: and that concludes the day i had. (:

surprised sihui at her workplace on fri with gwen and megan! it was fun! we met in town to shop for the stuffs that we can surprise sihui with! :D and they surprised me with koi milk tea! ♥ great friends i have! though i haven't known them for long, but i'm sure i'll stay friends with them forever! such nice people! ((:

headed over to far east planning to get some accessories for sihui. we expect ourselves to be welcomed by a gust of cold wind at the entrance of far east, but we were so disappointed. the whole place was so stuffy and hot. the air con broke down. -.- we walked around hoping to get some ideas on what to get but the heat is getting into us so much that we cant think. finally settled for 3 sihui-style hairbands. and we went to taka.

initial plans was to get a big balloon. but realised there aren't any over at taka so we looked around taka and see what other ideas we're able to generate. and megan came up with a cute one! we bought a big wrapping paper and wrote a message to sihui, folded it into a heart and ta-da! that'll be her surprise! :D

so, after everything is done, we train-ed down to jp to surprise sihui. it was fun to see the surprised look on her face! :p and we lied to her that we somehow met on the bus coincidentally and decided to surprise her just like that. SHE ACTUALLY BELIEVED AT FIRST OKAY! LOL! megan and gwen had to leave for mix and mingle session after that so i headed home. (: great and fulfilling day spent! ((:

2010-05-14T09:43:00.002+08:00

seniors' gathering for SOW and SCAMP on wed at chervons' country club. was informed that we had to wear shoes for the gathering only on tue night. had no choice but to wear my sis's. who knows, its so small i feel like my feet are being binded. zzz. had to stop by cck to get a pair of shoes. lucky i left home early. BUT, i waited so long for 190 it never came. i had to change bus at phoenix. then, after i bought my shoes i waited for 188. AND IT NEVER CAME EITHER. WTH RIGHT. its like i asked my og mates to meet at 120pm. i've started waiting for the bus latest 105pm. and till 120 i'm still stuck at cck int waiting for bus! DAMN! smrt is getting more and more inefficient these days. am damn pissed with it. had to cab over to chervons la. waste money. zzz.

seniors gathering was okay. able to make new friends, yes, but i realised that my house are kinda scattered. like not exactly bonded. i dont know how to put it but its like during e bbq, house mates are like everywhere and never exactly bonded and interacted as a group. ): appreciate ohl's effort trying to bring us together by jumping from group to group. (: but of course, had made nice friends! :D

met up with wanling yesterday. seriously, this is what i call best friends. no matter how long we've not met, we're still able to talk non-stop all the way from hc to town to my house bus stop. (: i cant exactly remember when was the last time we met up other than that coincidental meet-up on e bus. but i know its quite long ago, probably last yr cuz i remembered holding my 1100 textbook when meeting her. haha. (: watched backup plan. hmm, wouldnt say its nice. although some parts of the movie are sweet and some parts are funny, overall i wouldnt rate it interesting. maybe just not my kind of movie i guess? dinner-ed at astons and shopped around plaza sing after the movie. gotten materials to make megan's birthday card. (: we didnt really had time to shop much. was planning to shop more today. hopefully its possible! :D

surprising sihui with megan and gwen today at her workplace! :D haven't met and talked to her for so long!

2010-05-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

amk-ed, bugis-ed and town-ed with mel and kt today! :D mel's virgin trip to koi milk tea and i'm glad she liked it! my leg almost died from the 4.5 inch heels today cuz i had blister! not cuz heels pain okay, thanks to e blister! zzz. so mel and me went to rubi to get us each a pair of flats and that gave our dear kt a perfect excuse to get a new pair of flats as well. tskkk. haha. mel got the sneakers that i wanted! and i'm gonna go back for it definitely! haha. (:

lunch-ed at soup spoon and surprised mel with the cake supposedly for samuel. teehee. soup spoon is yummy! velvety mushroom soup with iced tea. ♥ shopped around at bugis street. level two expanded and kt and me bought a dress for mel for her belated birthday present. (: kt bought a dress as well. but i didnt manage to get anything! )))))): kt was feeling unwell then, so we had to postpone our haji lane camwhoring trip.

mel and me headed over to town after that to meet her supervisor. hang-ed out at ion and bought my sis's fav popcorn from cornery. but ion was kinda not for us as they dont have much "affordable" stuffs. so we went to wisma, intending to get starbucks. who knows, starbucks was packed. headed BACK to ion for starbucks. haha. the waitress there was nice enough to help us get a seat. (: and a caucasian prepared our order. hehehe. (; BUT STILL, I DIDNT MANAGE TO GET ANYTHING IN TOWN! headed back after mel met her supervisor as i had to reach home earlier to celebrate my sis's birthday.

I NEED A SHOPPING TRIP TO GET MY STUFFS SOON. ):

2010-05-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

met up with megan at amk today for koi milk tea. ♥ ♥ ♥ we can finally meet up for recreational purposes and not at bb coffee bean to mug for exams. she was telling me about her funny stories about her driving test over lunch and we had a good time laughing over it. OH, I SAW A BABY COCKROACH ON THE BUS ON MY WAY TO AMK. GROSS.

headed over to town to watch the bounty hunter. it was a great movie. its a comedy and thriller. both thrilling and funny. we both love it. (: we only spent 8.50 on two tickets in total thanks to my gv member. one-for-one birthday treat on your birthday month! :D before the movie, we had a short shopping session at plaza sing. found this shop similar to made with love. it sells very nice and art and craft materials. we spent so long in the shop and i was telling megan i feel like buying the whole shop. haha. i'm tempted to go make shaun's birthday card there. (: but i'm not that artistically inclined so i'm gonna pray that it'll turn out a success. :p

had a table tennis session with kt and sl ydae noon. it was fun. we played from the table to "badminton-styled" tennis, back to the table and to the floor. LOL! kt even say "play with minshan can train reaction time. so unpredictable" hahaha. ydae's session totally changed my impression of table tennis and i kinda liked it. although i'm not sports-inclined either. =x haha.

dinner-ed with rani and gx at cwp. and rani say i very free almost everyday travel down to amk just to drink koi milk tea. and he even said koi milk tea taste like koi! CLASSIC PLEASE! LOL! i burst out laughing immediately la. dinner and catch up session was great but a pity it didnt last long as i rushed home for tv. haha. gx's leaving for tw for army training soon. i hope he'll come back with my taiyang bing. :D

heels day with mel and kt tml! :D hope we manage to give mel a birthday surprise! (: till then!

2010-05-05T18:47:00.003+08:00

should i take up driving? my main reason of taking up driving is to be able to drive too school. so that i can save so much travelling time thanks to 963. and my dad also mentioned that he will get me a car if i get my license. but sometimes its hard to take my dad for his word. if i learn, and i dont get to drive, i see no point learning. so how? friends, give me some comments/feedbacks please? thanks! :D

went to scout for my sis birthday present with my cousin and her bf today. managed to get a bag for her. but my f21 heels are gone. gone with the wind. ))))))))))): gonna look for alternatives on sat. (; nobody can stop me from getting heels, only money has the power to stop me from buying. zzz.

feeling so free now. :D lunch and table tennis with kt and sl tomorrow then dinner with rani and gx! yay-ness. meetups never fail to cheer me up! and i've got this sudden urge to go bowling o.O

2010-05-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

IT IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I'M SO HAPPY THAT I CAN JUMP AND SCREAM AND DO ANYTHING THAT MAKES EVERYONE SEE THAT I AM HAPPY! :D

GEM2900 was super tough, unlike e past yr papers. but i'm not gonna think anymore till 31may. i'm gonna enjoy myself thoroughly before worrying about my results. plentiful of meetups ♥! and i want to have a sleepover at sihui's real soon! i miss her phone and i miss watching pokemon in e middle of the night with her, scaring her outside the toilet! HAHAHA.

koi milk tea with jiening after paper is ♥ today! i'm going again with megan on fri and sat with kt and mel! :D when jiening heard that, she was like "okay, later go there i drink u see!" hahaha.

i know soolin, banana and sg still have their last paper tml. jiayou girls! :D

2010-05-03T14:38:00.003+08:00

had been very very busy lately due to exams hence the lag of updates. i'm unable to catch up for almost all of my modules and surprisingly econs was one of the more confident module among all. math was tough till the extent that i'm thinking whether is it right that i chose this path. oh wells, there's no use regretting. at least i've got friends around me to help me out with my studies. (:

exams was madness. especially when i had four papers back to back with three being morning papers. i almost died. it was so tiring cuz i had to wake up 610am in the morning to catch the bus and reach school before 9am. i totally hate the 963 bus service now. i'm now considering to take up driving lessons and drive to school since i made my parents promise to let me drive to school if i learn driving. haha. the 963 journey takes forever to reach school and sometimes even travelling to sengkang is faster when nus is in e west. -.-

econs paper was tough. the rest of my core was not as hard as i thought to be. i almost went crazy the day before my last core and i wanted to bang my head against the wall. my room was in a mess and i threw papers everywhere. almost broke down when i talked to jiening over sms. but luckily, the paper wasnt that hard. (: i'm waiting for my last paper to be over, which is tml, and i can head over to amk/chinatown for koi milk tea with jiening! :D i cant wait please. i've been craving for it ever since, hmm, i lost count of how long ago. and i cant seem to focus now cuz its my last paper and my events/activities for this week are all planned!

gonna have koi milk tea again with mel and kt on sat and a shopping trip! which reminds me, i've been splurging online ever since i'm stuck at home mugging. and eunice calls me a bad friend cuz i've intro-ed her one more new blogshop to add on to her big collection. LOL! shopping for sis's present on wed with cousin and her bf and meeting megan, rani and gx on thurs! think i'll have a movie marathon on thurs cuz megan wanted movie, rani and gx too. haha. but who cares. i'm entitled to enjoy all i can after mugging so hard and getting stuck at home for so long!

cant wait for 22may. hopefully it'll be a success. currently still planning what to do etc. i'm honoured that prabu and shaun look up to my skills on organising meetups. (: LOL!

plenty of meet-ups with plenty of friends. leah mentioned another heels outings which i extremely look forward to! i hope she comes back from philippines quick! :D

oh, and did i mention that i was chosen to be my OG's OGL. am having mixed feelings about it as it'll be a huge responsibility and i'm already feeling it when collating the attendance and all. haha. but i'll do my best for that! (:

2010-03-24T09:22:00.002+08:00

mid terms results are finally out. its happiness+sadness. i failed my analysis, it was expected but i was kinda disappointed with myself when i saw e mean and median. somehow, eunice and me both think that e stats are fake. haha. obviously, there're reasons to why we think that way. (: multivar calculus and econs was done unexpectedly well! i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw my grades. (: both are above average! :D and linear algebra II was so-so. below average but i passed. this was kinda expected cuz i just prayed fer a pass. e paper was so hard!

didnt had time to do any updates recently cuz was really busy. it seems like ever since e cny week, there's never been a day when i never step out of my house. be it studying or hanging out with friends. but of course, i spent more time hanging out with friends than studying. tsk.

surprised sihui e other day at her work place cuz i needed to develop photos. (:

had so much fun crashing ntu e other day with bel and mel. more fun laughing at bel and starting an fb war with her. :p and i bought 4 pairs of ear studs in ntu cuz there was a BHG sales gg on and SIX was there too! (: kt and sam brought us around e school to explore and we went jp after that fer dinner and all. (: am so glad to see kt and sam so sweet and happy. (: (though i'm thinking when'll be my turn. haha.) intended to surprise her again by appearing at her workplace. but when we reached, she was nowhere to be found, so i thought she wasn't working. then, when we went to e food court fer dinner, i saw megan and her! so coincidental! (:

last fri, went to explore e biz side of e school with soolin, hoping to see someone. well, we didnt manage to bump into that someone. ): but it was still fun! i had my waffle, laksa YTF and kiwi soursop from arts. and after that we travelled all e way down to amk fer my koi milk tea! koi milk tea is ♥ please! :D

ydae, when i reached lt, i saw nelson with a cup of koi milk tea! and i've been thinking why i've been seeing so many people with koi milk tea but i never get to know where its being sold at. D: so e moment i sat down, nelson told me where its being sold at. when i was telling him by e time our lect end, all e milk tea will be gone; soolin called me! she told me that there's milk tea over at e central lib! and she bought fer me! so nice of her. e best thing was she delivered to my lt and my friends were shocked. they got so jealous and envious la! :p mitchell even asked: can ask her to get one more fer me? LOL! went to vivo with jiening aft lect cuz there was this free cone day fer ben & jerry's! :D and i've never tried it before so we went to queue fer it. e queue was super long and i saw jacqueline and kahyim while queueing. its like damn cool. and jacq told her friends that we're like having a mini pri school gathering. LOL! though e queue was super long, we got to out ice cream pretty quick! :D YUMYUM!

met hazdarling after ice cream fer taiko and my u-mian cravings ever since forever! i must say, time spent with hazwani is always one of e best! ♥ and we're like so retarded ydae. i'm supposed to meet her at cck platform. then i told her i'd jump train. so while i was walking towards her cabin, e train came. so i just boarded and walk towards e cabin she's in in e train. but she didnt see me boarding at e cabin so she alighted. LOL! taiko ydae was super tiring cuz i havent been playing it fer ages. and thanks to that, i'm having muscle ache now. hahaha. u-mian was good! it had my fav veggies despite e fact that my egg was almost cooked. hehe.

heading over to kbox soon with mel and soolin! i must have a great time man! and must start mugging hard. exams are coming soon! )))))): have a new tuition kid starting next week. now my tue and fri wont be fre anymore! ):

let's end on a happy note. YOG appreciation dinner is coming, 1 Apr at Singapore Sports School! i cant wait fer it to come! am so excited fer it! hope everyone that i've known from YOG will be turning out! then i could get contacts and maybe we could meet up together some time! :D YAY-ness!

2010-03-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

been quite some time. mid terms was horrible. evrth was so hard. a levels result release was bad. last yr's a levels must have been so hard. really worried fer those that didnt do well. hope they're doing okay. will try my best to be there fer them but i'm busy with school work myself. ):

met up with rani and gx last night cuz rani wasnt feeling really good aft collecting his results. i really hope everyone will stay strong and get into a uni. manjee was really down ydae too. car sounded depressed when she talked to me tdae. ):

i'm glad i'm doing fine letting go. i guess its a good choice. at least i'm happier now. (: a piece of good news to end e post: i got into SOW seniors! :D one more chance to make more friends! :D

high

2010-01-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

met car fer lunch on sun. so happy! (she asked me to write this. LOL!) but yeah i'm really happy la. cuz i made a new friend. haha. he's called mikhail and he's next yr intake fer nus fos majoring in chem! one mre friend in nus le! :D and our dear car is so clever to hv left her thumb drive at hme when she's gg to develop photo. so we ended gg to my hse to get e photo frm my lappy since i hv a copy in my lappy. (:

had bibimbab fer lunch. we were like both craving fer bibimbab luh. :D teehee. (: bpp one is so much nicer compared to e imm one. but i still love e korean bbq one at haw par villa e most! :D shoe hunting next fer her work. she was so scared when she couldnt find but lucky she received a call frm her superior that she dun've to get that pair of shoe. (: thank goodness! went hme aft that to rush my tutorial. zzz so no life.

i've decided to sign up as a senior fer next intake's orientation. and i was like so excited fer e interview tdae. i really hope i cn get in! :D met gx and rani aft sch tdae fer dinner cuz our dear rani is heading to tekong soon! ): chatted alot during dinner and bought my new pencil box! totally love it! :D :D :D confided in rani on e bus journey back. (: thanks man! am really glad i've found so many nice and caring friends. dun grow wings okay friends! hahaha.

and i'm feeling so high now. i'm making rani fly high with me into e sky! :D

please stop all these. please.

pissed

2010-01-24T12:49:00.002+08:00

i was happy ydae. cuz i went studying with my cousin and aft that she came my hse fer dinner and my whole family went shopping with my grandma. but when we reach hme, there was chaos over at my grandma's hse. i was damn pissed. she didnt even show any respect fer her elderly. nobody can understand hw pissed we felt. its really till the extent that i feel like rushing over to my grandma's hse and slapping her right in her face call her a slut, a bitch. u cn call me crude call me vulgar i dont care. cuz u dunno hw exactly we feel.

and i'm really gg to explode. somethings its better to be clarified directly and not by hints. hints are useless cuz they cn be misinterpreted. if there's anth u want to tell me, just pick up ur courage and just tell me. i might be pissed, i might be sad, i might be happy, but anyhows, i shld be told directly instead of getting hints here and there which i dun uds at all. sometimes i feel like i'm all alone is this world no one knows how i feel. but currently, i'm not in the "emo" state. mre accurately, i'm currently at the "pissed" state. its like u seem to alr knows what u want. but u refuse to tell me directly. i dunno why. and i think i really did a lot to get this gg but its not exactly i dun get what i wanted. its more like i get more than what i wanted and things get so complicated. and anyone that feels that what i wrote here, all my entries, or some of my entries, are too much, that's your/their prob. not mine. this is my blog, my own space, my rants, my complaints, my WHINES. hate it? get lost. i'm really pissed and upset at e situation i got myself into. i dunno why i allowed myself to let things drag so long when its apparently not what i wanted. somehw i felt that i wasted so many yrs of my life. and its not that i want to jump to conclusion, if u really really uds what i feel, u'll know why i write all these and "jump to conclusions". try only hearing one side of the story. try having to wait fer ur direct ans and all u get is hints (or if i'm oversensitive abt e hints part, then it means get NTH.) maybe u'll know hw i feel. i really dun see why i deserve all these. hw hard is it to just give a direct ans.

sweet dream

2010-01-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

had a really really sweet dream last night. cant stop thinking abt it the whole day. i really wished it was true. evrth in it was so real that i hate to snap out of it. why cant all things happening in my dream cant happen in real life? ): i dun like sweet dreams now. ):

2010-01-18T22:39:00.003+08:00

why must things always be this way fer me. nothing is going well at all. NOTHING. totally NOTHING. i hate the way things are now. i just feel like leaving evrth behind and going away fer good. maybe i'll feel less pain that way.

popeyes mash potato

2010-01-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

i wanted to blog abt smth. but i decided against it. had a great day out with suyin. initial plan was to acc her to her briefing and then leave fer my grandma hse. but since my mum says we're not gg to my grandma hse tdae, i decided to hang out longer with suyin. (: she missed me so much that she said its been such a long time since we've saw each other but its only like 3 weeks? haha. had popeyes fer dinner aft craving fer it fer so long. mash potato from popeyes are e best man! :D then we went to e esplanade and chatted fer an hr or so. spent arnd an hr chatting at popeyes too. (: cant wait to meet her again! ♥

endless complains

2010-01-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

emo/ranting post alert. don't continue if you are one that hates rants/emo-ness

took bus back home tdae as usual. and on e bus, i saw e 963 on e
opp side. and its like so empty and its a bendy bus. whereas, on my side, e peak hr working crowd, student crowd and all, we got a SHORT bus. -.- its like smrt dunno how to allocate their resources efficiently. (OMG did i like just made use of what i learnt in econs?! LOL!) its like e opp side is so empty they dun need so much space on e bus and our side, so many ppl, we need much mre space on e bus if not most ppl cant even board at all. and then there's this auntie, obviously there's no more space to squeeze anymre ppl cuz i was standing back to back with one guy alr. but she dun care and just squeeze through us like that. my stomach hurts so much from e squeezing cuz she's practically pressing me onto e ticketing machine. -.- i was so pissed then. seriously smrt should start allocating the type of bus fer each journey efficiently.

sometimes i wonder, why nice people cant get what they want. all they want is just a simple and nice life with the other half and not getting involved in all those complicated stuffs that gets them hurt and all. but the person that hurts others so much, they get to lead a carefree and happy life. is life really that unfair? then why are people being so nice anws. when the people that arent nice are getting to lead a good life instead.

i really hope everything will be fine. everything will be okay. i know its totally hard to get what i want now. but somehow, as much as i'm not feeling hopeful about it, i still hope that i can get what i want. even if its fer a short period of time. at least i've tried and showed that it doesnt work out as well as i thought it would. i dun like e feeling of being lied to. neither do i like e feeling of being made use of. i want to know the truth. but somehw, i dun've e courage to make myself face the truth. yes, i need to get hurt. deeply enough. i hope that this chapter of my life will either end on a happy note, or continue with us being happy and all. i've held on fer so long. i'm even surprised by e amt of determination i had. but now, when its time fer me to move on, i think i should. no matter how hard it is. (: i pray fer a miracle though.

new scheduler

2010-01-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

met up with megan tdae fer lunch at jp before she went fer her lesson. lunch-ed at jiaxiangmian jp branch cuz megan seems to like it alot. (: e jp branch also not bad. (: looked arnd at art box and stationery island fer my scheduler and i finally found one that attracts me enough to make me pay 26bucks fer it even though it doesen have chip and dale on it. :D haha. i'm gonna deco e interior with chip and dale though. :D hahaha.

well, school started on mon and its mundane and boring as usual i must say. zzz. and fer e 1st two weeks i'll be like hving breaks frm 2-4 every single day its gonna bore jiening and me out. like really. imagine 2 hrs of rotting in e canteen with nth to do at all. cuz its like we hv no tutorials yet and its too troublesome to lug a laptop to school just to entertain ourselves during e 2hr break. and what's worse. e lt that we frequent this sem is a super squeezy and small lt. whr if u sit at e centre and need to leave e lt, e whole row hv to move out to let u move out. -.-

lectures are boring and e mods are even harder now with more than half of e mod i take requiring proving. which cn kill me. zzz. and i'm taking an econs mod this sem that falls on every tues 6-8PM. i think i cn go crazy. or collapse cuz i'm too tired. not exactly physically tired tired, but boring lect tired. ): i'm like hoping we hv webcast fer this econs mod so that i cn go hme earlier too. ydae soolin was nice enough to sit in and acc me during the lect. :D haha. and we were like msn-ing through out during e whole lect. i was damn bored and tired. zzz. i left during the break cuz i couldnt take it anymre and we went home. i studied aft i went home okay! :D revised econs read through e notes. all so familiar and yet i dunno what i am really reading. haha. and everyone is like posting econs terms on their fb status! i think econs drive not only me crazy, but everyone else too. LOL! what marginal benefits, marginal costs, opp costs, face value of money blah blah blah. yucks. i'm stuck with this terms fer atleast FOUR MONTHS. good luck to myself. ):

school

2010-01-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

school is starting tml. ): ): ): went to do some shopping with my cousin and sis. (: not bad cuz i managed to get all i wanted. (: grandma's house after that. short post tdae cuz i want to go emo abt school tml alr. haha. jk. (: no inspiration to blog tdae. zzz.

i'm not your dog. i won't be at your beck and call.

Rondeau XXIV

2010-01-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

went fer rondeau XXIV, np band concert, tdae with the cfs and jy's clique. overall it was a good perf minus e fact that this stupid uncle keep shouting "ENCORE ENCORE!" when i'm in need to pee. had to endure fer so long and chiong-ed to e toilet right aft that. haha. took photos tgt as usual aft that but much lesser this time. and someone suggested supper. i forgot who though. so we went to take mrt. but i realised my sandals broke. -.- sian-ed. so i had to lag behind so that i cn walk properly. ended up, e guys alighted at outram to change to dhoby cuz they wanted to watch movie i think. then e girls were contemplating whether shld we have supper cuz some are hungry but some are not. final decision was to go hme and eat ourselves. (:

the trust is gone now.

tear

2010-01-08T22:07:00.005+08:00

i'm feeling very very down currently. i dunno why. dun ask me why either. i just feel like crying but i'm at e wrong place and feeling down at e wrong time. i dunno what's happening to me. and what's happening btwn us either. the signals u're sending. the way i'm interpreting it. and the way i cant stop thinking about someone else everyday the same time i'm thinking abt you. i dunwan this. i dunwan this at all. i need to know what you're thinking. please. i know its no use waiting. i know its no point waiting. everyone tells me to stop waiting. everyone tells me that you're not worth and that i can find someone better. but why, why cant i stop myself from waiting. why cant i let go? why am i so stupid to do so many things fer you, wishing that u'll treat me better and wishing that i'll get what i want, when i dun even like doing some of it. i know you are treating me better now. much better i know. but i dun want those kind of ambiguity. i need to move on if i'm not what you want. i need some place to cry. to let out. even if u hate emo-ness or whatsoever. i'm me, i'm a thinker, i'm an emotional person. accept me fer what i am. i've tried my best to change fer e better, tried to be less emo alr. i've tried. and i know i am less emo now alr. atleast i've changed.

and i read abt sg's blog abt her dream tdae. and was reading through my blog posts and it dawned upon me that its the 8th tdae again. i guess its fated that i'll be reminded of u on the 8th of every month. stay happy wherever you are sy. we'll all stay strong too and be there fer each other. be each others' support. (: thanks fer e friendship you've given me; us. (:

alvin and the chipmunks 2

2010-01-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

went to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 tdae with banana, cynzee moo and sg. (: the chipmunks are so cute i tell you! damn cute! haha but i prefer e first movie cuz this movie is like damn short and e ending is kinda abrupt. so i leave e cinema feeling like i haven finished watching e movie. zzz.

went to cotton on aft movie cuz cynzee wanted to buy e cotton on sandals that almost everyone in cfs have. haha. (: and i saw another pair of heels in there. omg now i totally regretted buying the pair of heels on tue cuz this pair tdae is so much more comfy and aft my sis's staff disc i cn get it at almost e same price! ): its high time i STOP buying heels though. haha.

ydae met up with naz and farid fer dinner. caught up with each other. and they analysed my prob fer me and also, FARID SAYS I'M FIRST STEP THERE TO BEING A LADY! HAHA. :D and after that farid being damn random decided that we shld go fer a walk. and so, we walked all e way back from lot one to my hse. haha. when i told banana tdae she was damn shocked she thought i was alone. LOL! and i told her i'll only do that if i'm like super super super super emo. hahaha. dun worry i dun think i'll do it anytime soon too. (:

BAD. SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON. ):

dunno what's exactly happening. ur weird actions and behaviours. leaving me so confused. i need an ans if you're ready now.

bored

2010-01-06T15:26:00.005+08:00

i'm feeling so bored now i decided to do some blogging. somebody save me out of this boredom please! zzz.

went to korean bbq with cousin and sis. nice place with korean ambiance. got to try out korean style of eating with the chopsticks, bowls, plates, spoons they use. damn cool. but its damn ex. i dun think its worth paying so much fer e kind of food we get. so i'm just gonna pay fer the experience there. haha.

went to haw par villa fer a real short walk aft that initial plan was to burn the fats. cuz haw par villa is just right opp e bbq place. (: but it was so hot we decided to cut e walk short and head off to town/bugis fer some shopping instead. (:

cousin went to drop off her bf's time sheet at some place in town. stupid guy make us walk so much under e hot sun. zzz. and we headed to bugis to shop. cousin and me bought a bandage skirt each and i bought a pair of lovely heels. friends out there, stop me the next time i'm tempted to get another pair of heels. cuz i'm supposed to look fer FLATS instead. zzz. sis bought flats, bags, clothes. she bought e most stuffs la.

okay i'm done blogging alr. what shld i do next. argh i hate boredom too. ):

~~30dec: sherlock holmes with stingray and manjee. (: (not sure if ah meng's joining us)~~

~~31dec: visit sy and countdown at kt's hse with cfs (:~~

~~1jan: kbox with megan, sihui and zhiyu (:~~

~~2jan: PRI sch class gathering (was telling bel i think e turnout fer my pri sch class gathering will be much better than 1E6's LOL!)~~

~~3jan: celebrate wj's bdae (:~~

~~5jan: korean bbq with cousin and sis (:~~

6jan: meetup with farid and naz (:

7jan: alvin and chipmunks 2 with banana, cynzee moo and se bei bei (:

9jan: bel's np concert (:

11jan: SCHOOL REOPENS. DAMMIT ):

i'm finding it harder and harder to comprehend ur actions and ur words now. can you be more obvious in saying certain stuffs.

weijie's 20th

2010-01-04T11:40:00.004+08:00

had a mini birthday celebration fer wj ydae cuz he had to book in last night. supposedly with naz too but smth cropped up at home and he cant make it. ): my initial plan was to bring them to tea party cafe fer lunch and games. but since naz cant make it and wj is like nagging abt e 5 course delight dine-in special. so we went to pizza hut instead. since 2 person play games also kinda boring. haha. (:

but the pizza hut dine in special is really worth it. its like u have a soup of the day, starters, main, drinks and dessert of the day fer just $11.90! aft gst and all its only like 14bucks! and one main alone will cost u like $7.50-$9.80. its like super worth it and super filling. my stomach was bursting aft i finished evrth. zzz.

went to island creamery fer ice cream. i thought it was my first time there. we didnt know hw to go there via public transport so we were like stuck at e bus service board fer damn long thinking which stops to alight and all. and then when i reach, i realise actually jiahuang brought us there in j1 after our class chalet. but we didnt went in then cuz it was super filled and we settled fer macs instead. haha. (: i wanted to try their waffle with ice cream. and they told me that they have no waffle that day. so i changed to nutty smth one. and they told me that is not available either! ): ): ): then i'm left with banana split cuz initially i wanted e hot fudge thing but wj ordered alr. zzz. and i hate bananas. so i settled fer one scoop of nutella ice cream. so poor thing right? ): but i like e nutella ice cream. (:

went to bpp fer awhile to look fer his stuffs and then i went to my grandma house aft that. she bought us ice cream. i was like omg. i had 2 servings of ice cream ydae alr and i had to have a 3rd serving. haha. but anws grandma hse was fun i love her. :D

oh and its wj's birthday tdae so, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! (: (: (: omg, so old alr. its gonna be all of our turn soon. ): the big TWO in our age. ): ): ):

~~30dec: sherlock holmes with stingray and manjee. (: (not sure if ahmeng's joining us)~~

~~31dec: visit sy and countdown at kt's hse with cfs (:~~

~~1jan: kbox with megan, sihui and zhiyu (:~~

~~2jan: PRI sch class gathering (was telling bel i think e turnout fer my pri sch class gathering will be much much better than 1E6's LOL!)~~

~~3jan: celebrate wj's bdae (:~~

5jan: korean bbq with cousin and sis (:

6jan: meetup with farid and naz (:

7jan: alvin and chipmunks 2 with banana and cynzee moo (:

9jan: bel's np concert (:

11jan: SCHOOL REOPENS. DAMMIT ):

what was that supposed to mean?

6B class gathering

2010-01-03T00:45:00.005+08:00

had 6B class gathering tdae at huimin's house. (: BBQ. it was super successful 20plus people turned up and we had loads of fun catching up and all. my stalker was there. haha. and the long time no see hinchong. omg, his psychological disorder worsen all these years! haha. in all, it was really fun (:

didnt sleep at all after countdown at kt's house e other day. went to meet megan, zhiyu and megan's friend candice fer kbox. sihui was super late cuz, as usual, she cant wake up again. LOL! and everyone was damn shocked that i didnt sleep and still can come out, which apparently, i dunno why. haha. kbox was fun and i got to sing alot. i also got to meet a guy, roy, that sings damn well. he cn sing the xin yue tuan's songs damn well, which is damn high pitched luh. i think he cn reach a higher note than me cn. haha. (:

dinner-ed with some of sihui's cell grp mates and we had jiaxiangmian. e marina branch is so much nicer as compared to e vivo one. so people, if u're intending to try out jiaxiangmian, go to e marina branch! :D

~~30dec: sherlock holmes with stingray and manjee. (: (not sure if ahmeng's joining us)~~

~~31dec: visit sy and countdown at kt's hse with cfs (:~~

~~1jan: kbox with megan, sihui and zhiyu (:~~

~~2jan: PRI sch class gathering (was telling bel i think e turnout fer my pri sch class gathering will be much much better than 1E6's LOL!)~~

3jan: celebrate wj's bdae (:

5jan: alvin and the chipmunks 2 with BANANA! :D

6jan: meetup with farid and naz (:

9jan: bel's np concert (:

11jan: SCHOOL REOPENS. DAMMIT ):

maybe i really don't know you well enough. i can't seem to get you anth you like. which sucks.

2010

2010-01-01T10:52:00.006+08:00

had a stayover at kt's last night to countdown to 2010. i guess its like an annual thing now starting from last yr. but of cuz, it was fun! :D started out with only bel, soolin, khaiting, jingshi, huili and me at e zi char stall near kt's hse fer dinner. bought snacks, sparklers and all aft dinner and we headed over to kt's (: bel and me were like spamming each other's fb with retarded comments while waiting fer e rest to come. sparklers aft that. but e sparklers are like damn scary so i stick to playing with my candles instead. :D

called mel and jingshi at 12am to wish them happy new year cuz they couldnt join us fer overnight as both of them are injured. ): and then wensee and huili were telling us freaky and scary stories some are true but some are made up though. but kt insisted that we not tell e stories at her hse cuz she will be sleeping in her room ALONE subsequently. -.- haha.

and then, i dunno who was e one that suggested HTHT session. more like a confession session please. LOL! everyone's like interrogating abt your love life. =x haha. lucky we're all disciplined enough to keep evrth within e circle that was present only. i divulged almost all my dark secrets just within one night last night omg. haha. it feels so weird talking to everyone abt those kinda stuffs. haha.

soon everyone got tired so most of us went to sleep. but it was alr 6am cuz kt's "confession" took damn long. LOL! but cindy is like super hyper she made e other "survivors" played monopoly with her all e way till morning 8plus i think. haha. i went to bed cuz i had to meet megan, sihui and zhiyu ltr fer kbox i think i'll be energy-less if i dun catch any sleep. haha. (:

oh, and bel and me are contemplating whether to organise a 1E6 gathering wndering hw e turn out will be like. haha. (:

~~30dec: sherlock holmes with stingray and manjee. (: (not sure if ahmeng's joining us)~~

~~31dec: visit sy and countdown at kt's hse with cfs (:~~

1jan: kbox with megan, sihui and zhiyu (:

2jan: PRI sch class gathering (was telling bel i think e turnout fer my pri sch class gathering will be much much better than 1E6's LOL!)

3jan: celebrate wj's bdae (:

5jan: alvin and the chipmunks 2 with BANANA! :D

11jan: SCHOOL REOPENS. DAMMIT ):

since its like a brand new year, it means we're supposed to come up with new year resolution. right! :D so here's mine :D

1. similar to kt, find mr right. (i want get married before 25 but it seems damn hard now. ): )

2. cap fer this sem must be at least 3.5

3. open up more in uni, i.e. make more friends

4. be more courageous and tell the truth when its needed and not be the weak one that gives in and help everytime even when i do not like what i'm doing.

5. learn to cherish all my friends more. (:

i guess that should be all fer now?

happy new year to you. (:

before weirdo enters tekong

2009-12-30T23:04:00.005+08:00

met up with stingray, weirdo, polar bear and gx tdae fer sherlock holmes. (: everyone was ultra late. zzz. except fer gx and me. HAHA. cuz gx had to collect the tix and i had to help wj to buy his tix fer tml. -.- and zaf was so super funny. he's like totally lost in e mrt otw to town. he dun even know where is wisma and cine! haha. its kinda funny when we thought back.

only entered e cinema like 15min ltr and we missed e front part. if possible i want to watch again man. its nice. (: recommended. funny too. but i think there's gonna be part 2 from the way it ends.

pastamania-ed fer dinner and we camwhored only a lil bit cuz everyone had like plans aft that so we left aft dinner. was a short meetup but atleast i got to see my weirdo before he goes to tekong. :D

met up with wj aft that to pass him his tickets but i ended up forgetting to pass him. retarded. -.- went to walk arnd town to scout fer kt's xmas present. yes, i didnt type wrongly. i only bought kt's xmas present TDAE. i had ice cream like aft so long but there's still no pistachio flavour. ): and saw rikun on e bus otw home. haha.

when i reached hme my parents told me that there's a female corpse discovered in the park near my hse, which is near e bus stop that i just alighted. -.- i almost freaked out. why are so many scary and freaky things happening in my estate. just a few days ago there's a DEAD monkey beaten to death by someone RIGHT AT MY HSE VOID DECK. -.- what a great way to end 2009. and the murderer is still at large.

~~30dec: sherlock holmes with stingray and manjee. (: (not sure if ahmeng's joining us)~~

31dec: visit sy and countdown at kt's hse with cfs (:

1jan: kbox with megan, sihui and zhiyu (:

2jan: PRI sch class gathering (was telling bel i think e turnout fer my pri sch class gathering will be much much better than 1E6's LOL!)

3jan: celebrate wj's bdae (:

5jan: alvin and the chipmunks 2 with BANANA! :D

11jan: SCHOOL REOPENS. DAMMIT ):

behaving super weirdly saying weird stuffs. i'm totally confused now. do you mean what you say? and does anything you tell me has hidden meanings? i dun like to do certain things fer you, but i'm still doing it. why.

marina barrage with cfs

2009-12-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

had a christmas exchange with cfs on the 27th. great day out at marina barrage. perfect whether fer picnic and kite-flying. and of cuz BLOWING BUBBLES! :D although i was out in e sun the LEAST, i got burnt THE MOST. super red like lobster when i was in e train and everyone was like "omg, u're so red" and i turned redder. -.- LOL! i really dun uds why everyone said marina barrage is a boring place when i told them i'm gg there on e 27th. we had so much fun please! (:

part 2 was at a laksa steamboat place at harbourfront, i think telok blangah area. (: damn nice that laksa soup base. BEST! :D totally love it. and kt, angela and me had a super GREAT time laughing at banana and spidey. LOL! now they're like busy coming up with an excel file with all e "counter-arguments" preparation fer 31st. it'll be a whole night thing. HAHAHA. had christmas exchange and e interesting thing is i got soolin and soolin got mine. DAMN COOL! :D in all, it was a day well-spent with cfs! ♥

met up with car ydae we went to pray. and we were like stuck in the temple cuz it was raining super heavily. zzz. but we had a great time catching up with each other. she didnt know that i dyed my hair! and that means that it has been a damn long time since she last saw me cuz i dyed my hair since i started sch last sem. ohhhh. ):

2009 is really coming to an end. i hope the last few days of 2009 will be smooth-flowing fer me. no mre shocking/upsetting incidents. i want to stay happy and welcome 2010 with a big smile on my face. (: i hope it'll be e same fer everyone too. (:

upcomings:

30dec: sherlock holmes with stingray and manjee. (: (not sure if ahmeng's joining us)

31dec: visit sy and countdown at kt's hse with cfs (:

2jan: PRI sch class gathering (was telling bel i think e turnout fer my pri sch class gathering will be much much better than 1E6's LOL!)

3jan: celebrate wj's bdae (:

5jan: alvin and the chipmunks 2 with BANANA! :D

11jan: SCHOOL REOPENS. DAMMIT ):

will try to squeeze in mre meet-ups btwn the dates. :D esp with HAZWANI DARLING! ♥

shall go back to preparing birthday present. brain-dead no mre ideas. zzz.

was told that i'm treating u super nice and that i'm silently giving in but not taking any. but i never thought that way. thinking back, is it really that way?

great mth :D

2009-12-26T17:21:00.021+08:00

since banana was complaining that i'm not updating my blog, i shall update now. :D hahaha. was super lazy to blog recently cuz i'm busy hving fun and at e same time hooked onto temptation of wife. 129 episodes! thank goodness i'm at e last ep now! haha. (:

i've been gg out everyday ever since hols till e extent my mum complains that i'm treating my hse like a hotel. -.- all e meetups, class gatherings, clique gatherings etc etc. so loving it! :D and on a random note, i'm blogging in e dark now. -.- cuz my room light is spoilt. haha.

met up most often with darling haz i think. (: cuz she's e free-est of all and also, she's my darling! :D teehee. (: kbox with sihui, char, xh etc. shan't elaborate cuz all these are not fresh in my mem anymre and i'll take damn long to recall. i started blogging since 3plus pm btw cuz blogger is taking damn long to upload photos. -.-

delivered xmas cookies to haz darling and shaun at yew tee. then lunch-ed tgt with shaun. (: had u-mian at yew tee point. not bad. (: then went to wj's hse cuz he's helping me upgrade my itouch. :D like finally! :D teehee. (: and we went to watch avatar after that. dinner-ed at bakerzin i love their potato and leek soup though i still dunno what leek is till now. -.- LOL! went to esplanade area and walked to clarke quay after that. (: didnt manage to see my fav claypot stall when i was young while i was there. ):

2010 is coming in like a few days time. i really hope it will be a better year. 2009 was not a good one at all with all e sad incidents, unhappy stuffs and all. i hope i'll be a greater person as time passes too! :D

xmas exchange with cfs tml at marina barrage! ♥

and actually i forgotten what i wanted to blog abt also. so i shall let e photos do all e talking! :D not according to dates though (:

this christmas was an interesting one. :D

my gifts from wj. all DAMN CUTE please. :D

and the sesame street calendar got stickers! :D

got this frm e combo of e week. supposedly with e collectibles cup but i threw it away cuz damn ps to walk arnd with it. ): but it was really cute!

sihui's xmas goodies fer me! :D

my dinner. pasta. :D

my first 3D movie AVATAR! i know i damn noob. -.-

xmas cards fer haz, shaun, naz and wj (:

xmas cookies! :D

YOG during the dec period. nv had a proper update with photos. (:

i forgot which country they're from but e guy is DAMN CUTE! :D

the thai participant gave me this when i sent them off :D

my airport pass to go into transit :D

our tags :D

lionel with pretty girl frm honduras. managed to catch her before she leaves! :D

vk, lionel and mr while waiting fer e honduras participants to come. (:

the nv successful strawberry cheesecake that i made. :D

ikhtia and his "ec" (;

basketballers from syria! noura! :D

honduras participants :D

while sending e participants to their transport to sports school :D

celebrated xmas eve with sihui, stingray and jiahuang at sihui's church! everyone still rmbs me! :D

meet up with stingray on 221209!

L.O.V.E

a much mre successful cheesecake than mine. haha (:

fika's e restaurant (:

my dinner frm a turkish restaurant (:

i'm that day's popular choice! :D

family chalet frm 16dec-18dec 09! :D

surprised naz with a cake! (:

my dear sis looks like a mong-kayyy here!

towels galore. towels belong to my sis friends, haz and me

aft shower

wj came on e wrong day. LOL! haz and wj playing tap tap against each other. damn comical

hazdarling and her xmas gift. :D

wj's xmas gift. (:

4E2 class gathering cum BBQ at ecp 19dec 09. loads of fun! there's gift exchange too! :D i got a mr bean bear but its with cindy now. haha. (:

fellow neo's gift fer me! :D

satish came and went. ):

the class!

cfs! ♥

fellow neo sq and me. :D

mrs wai's kids!

super duper cute youngest child! teehee. (:

poor bel always suan-ed by kt and me before banana came LOL!

11yr bestie!

shaunnnnn! :D

and hariz!

the early birds (:

121209 shopping fer xmas exchange gifts with hazdarling :D

211209 seoul garden with hazdarling cuz i was craving fer steamboat. :D

and we found this nice ice cream shop at city link. damn nice! :D ambience too. but shop could be bigger. (:

and of course we nv fail to camwhore abit. teehee (:

my xmas gifts from hazdarling! ♥

ur actions really surprise me. sudden change and all. but i'm so confused now. i cant stop thinking of someone else whenever i think of you. why is that so.

i miss you sy. i hope u're doing well wherever u are now. (:

yog friendship camp

2009-12-14T15:42:00.003+08:00

ydae marks e end of yog airport duty fer me. ): super sad. had so much fun there. but i heard that yog will be held in mid aug next yr which means msot likely i'll be unable to make it cuz sch might start alr. and it seems like most of the athletes that're here fer e friendship camp are not coming back to participate in yog. whyyyyyyyy. ):

specially went to send my new honduras friend off at t3 ydae before i head off to t2 fer e bhutan flight. she was so shocked when she see me and started waving. :D when i greeted her outside she even told me that she thought she was nv gonna see me again! oh my. (: and she's so pretty please! :D haha. sent her off to the check-in counter and i rushed off fer my next flight. she was like kinda sad that i wun be able to send her off to the plane. well, i was kinda emo too. ): i wanted to send her off. and noura from syria! but i didnt get to see noura at all cuz hers was a midnight flight. ):

heard many diff stories. some athletes wished they could stay longer some are happy that they're gg back alr. haha. (: and some of them forged really close ties during the 5 days of camp. (: i'm now praying hard that i'll have the time to go back fer e airport duty again next yr. (:

xmas shopping is giving me a very big headache. i'm hoping to settle xmas presents (ALL) ASAP. hai. and chalet's and class bbq is coming up too! so looking forward to it! :D

and why is someone that i'm most likely never gonna see again taking away ur place in my mind?

loads of fun

2009-12-08T21:36:00.005+08:00

shall take some time out to do some blogging while my drama is loading. :D been hooked onto temptation of wife lately. its damn nice, but after watching it i'm totally disgusted by hw easily one cn betray their best friend just fer a guy. then what's e point of being friends seriously.

on a brighter note, i have been enjoying myself lately! (: though its like super busy schedule damn packed, its fun! :D meet-ups and YOG friendship camp airport duty! met new people frm all over e world. its so interesting! (:

had the briefing last fri fer e airport duty. aft reading e slides i thought it was gonna be damn scary. its like u will get warnings fer doing wrong things. but aft hands on during the actual flights itself, it was really damn fun! totally loved it! its like i made new friends frm both sg and overseas! (: the young athletes are all so pretty and good-looking! and some of them seriously dun look like athletes please. there's one girl that took business class and carried and lv bag out, none of us thought that she was one of the athletes that we're receiving til she approached us and all of us were damn shocked. but she's really pretty! (: exchanged email with one of e athletes and we took many many photos tgt! :D

and we met e blogshop owner of sherniece too. she's super friendly but sadly we didnt manage to exchange emails cuz we didnt hv a chance to receive e same flight on e 2nd day. ): but still, i made 2 other new friends, lionel and ikhtia. (: managed to add each other on fb too. (: cant wait fer departure! i'm so gonna charge my cam to full batt and bring my spare batt. hopefully i get e time to take photos with the athletes! if i hv, i'm gonna use my cam till both batt are FLAT! :D LOL!

okay, i'm feeling lazy again. til then! (:

how cn u be so sweet and so cold at the same time?

hatred

2009-12-05T10:39:00.003+08:00

why is it that everytime smth goes wrong, everyone here starts blaming me. flaring out at me. venting out at me. i am a human, i have feelings too. blame me that i nv teach u, i did. blame me that i didnt rush to u fast enough. if its that urgent, u would've came over and told me. i was doing my stuffs. so is ur stuffs always mre ipt than mine? must pick on me every single day. there's nv a day when you'll feel satisfied with what i've done. whatever i did, good, i didnt get and recognition; bad, i'll get scolded forever. its not that i want any recognition. i dun care abt any recognition. i dun give a damn. just dun scold me, blame me, vent out on me whenever u like it. I HATE IT. i'm not ur sandbag. and now u need my help again, i'm still unhappy with u. but how? i get scolded again. i have to face ur moodswings ur temper. just what am i to u. NOTHING.

how i wish u were here fer me just like last time.. but no, u wun anymore.

good day

2009-12-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

hehehe met up with kt dear tdae to go fer a picnic at sentosa! LOVES! but now i'm feeling lazy to blog again. -.- okay just e gist. went fer picnic, saw this 2 ahlians and a grp of teens. chatted and updated with our lives. saw this caucasian frm holland that asked us to help us look after his stuffs while he goes swimming. saw this cute and clever dog being trained by his owner at e beach. damn cute please. camwhored. ate. bathed. went back to vivo. period spoilt my mood. cramps. left early slept all e way back on e bus. sunburnt. but in all, loved meeting up with kt! ♥!

i think we're both mad.

lovely day (:

2009-11-29T11:30:00.004+08:00

met up with rani, gx, ciqin, my weirdo and manjeeta ydae at bugis iluma! ♥ been sooooooooooooooooooo damn long since i've last seen zhaf! like almost 2 years! its like i cn nv see him arnd in sch and we nv exactly contacted each other. haha. so we arranged fer a meet-up ydae and it was totally ♥s!

went to watch paranormal activity with rani, gx and cq 1st. only e last scene was scary and rani and me were almost falling asleep in e cinema. probably cuz i haven had much sleep lately plus e fact that e movie its like taken by those norm video cam and its moving and turning round and round, making me damn giddy i almost puked.

after e movie, rani and me played taiko at e arcade. DAMN FUN I MUST SAY! haha. (: played all those classical songs and retarded music. haha. loved it! then weirdo and manjeeta came we headed over to kfc fer a late lunch. (: it was supposed to be a bitching session plus catch up. but we ended up talking abt army stuffs. damn funny. loved it when guys are talking abt army stuffs it sounds so fun! haha. esp when weirdo was talking abt hw he's gonna spend his time in field camp and what sort of stuffs he's gonna bring in there! LOL! (:

cq and gx left fer their 2012 date soon after. :p then e four of us went back to e arcade. camwhored, taiko-ed and mario cart. damn fun! esp taiko. i cn nv get enough of it though it makes my hand hurt. but stil, its FUN! (:

rushed off to cwp to meet wj as we need to get smth over there. and i was stuck in a jam reached cwp only at arnd 830. -.- was damn tired by e time i reached there. went to scout fer e present and had dinner aft that. i was like falling asleep over dinner alr. can anyone imagine hw tired i am even though exams are over? haha. been reaching hme at 10plus 11 and sleeping at 2am. waking up at 8-9am. -.- luckily we got our stuffs and headed hme aft that. (: damn shagged when i reached hme but i ended up watching tv with my sis. haha. (:

slept at 2 am and i didnt get any nightmares while rani was damn paranoid. LOL! cuz we saw e poster of paranormal activity outside iluma which says "nightmares are guaranteed". maybe i'm just too tired to have any nightmares. LOL! (:

packing my table and stuffs now. ever since exams starts, my table is getting whiter and whiter cuz its getting covered by all my books. so i gotta start packing or i have to continue using my lappy and doing my work in e living room. -.- haha. (: getting my own room soon! (:

what are you thinking? what's between you two? can u just tell the truth?

kbox

2009-11-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

went to kbox with sihui dear tdae! it was totally loves! sang our hearts out! love it. and i'm still gg tml! with char xh and mr koh! hahaha. (: chatted all e way through dinner and aft. (: (: (:

but i'm feeling rather lazy to blog now. maybe will do one nice one when i have e mood. (:

freedommmmmmmmm

2009-11-26T00:36:00.003+08:00

i give up on editing the 101 facts about girls. my eyes are gonna close soon. ): been such a long time since i last blogged. busy with exams. i totally hate exams to e max. they drive me crazy, give me huge eyebags that're gonna cover my eyes, pimple outbreaks, sore throats, headaches and many many more problems. I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I AM ALLERGIC TO EXAMS. -.- thank goodness, the torturous month of nov is gonna be over and my exams just ended tdae. i'm gonna enjoy myself to the max before the next sem starts again despite all the bad things that've happened. (: look on e bright side, right! :D

so in the month of nov, besides mugging like mad fer my exams, i had life too okay! hahaha. (: 6nov, went to meet up with leah and xh at botak jones fer dinner as our dear xh missed eating botak jones. char didnt make it cuz smth last min cropped up. on 8nov, volunteered fer FSC with cindy, sg, banana, js and weensee. had so much fun at e botanic gardens! didnt know they had a branch fer kids with so may fun stuffs inside! and you know what? adults (above age of 12) are not allowed in jacob ballas gardens if they're not accompanied by a child. COOL? :D i made a new friend called phoebe. she's so cute and she's the family i'm attached to. i love volunteering and interacting with kids, and i miss phoebe now hw i wish there're mre volunteer sessions! (: (: (: 13nov, cousin came over to my sch to study while waiting fer my tutorials to end, headed over to crystal jade buffer at holland v aft that. so not worth it. its not nice, but nonetheless, we enjoyed each others' company. :D 14nov, watched 2012 with wj at cine. the cinema was so damn packed! its like full house thank goodness i booked the tix before hand! haha. (: the movie was real sad i'm really praying damn hard that the world wun end in 2012. this is crap right? yeah. saw shinyi when we were heading off fer dinner. she's heading to watch 2012. haha. the 2012 craze. 18 and 19nov, met up with haz, and naz and wj respectively aft mugging sessions in lib. even though it was a short meetup, i'm really thankful fer e fact that they made an effort to meet up. its all these small little meetups that colours my life. (: 20-24nov back to mundane studying/mugging life cuz its e exam period. ):

MA1101R was a breeze, miraculously. CZ1102, as usual, was a disaster. MA1102R was okay, minus the last 2 qns. peiyu was sitting right beside me fer that paper! haha. (: MA1100 was a killer and vt uploaded the ans fer e exams like ONE HR aft the paper was collected. MAD. nation-building tdae, was a killer too. i'm staring blankly into space fer 45min cuz i dunno what to write. and i wrote 1.5page of crap fer one qn cuz i think it'l be stupid not to try and just give up on e qn.

met up with haz darling after my paper tdae which ended at SEVEN PM. -.- went over to bugis to have my SHAKER FRIES! finally managed to eat it aft so long! (: (: (: and headed over to iluma aft that fer TAIKO! vented al my stress and frustrations out totally aft the game. i was sweating in the air-conditioned area please omg! haha. (: but i really enjoyed myself. (:

meeting up with sihui fer kbox tml. i cant wait! i miss her and suyin many many! ): ): ):

meeting up with char and xh on fri. to where not planned yet. haha. but atleasst we're meetng up. (: steamboat aft leah finishes her exams! :D

sat, might be meeting up with rani, gx etc. i want to watch paranormal activity! :D

and then there'll be YOG volunteering! we'll be in transit this time! damn cool! ♥ cant wait! (: and also loads of gatherings and chalet. (: (: (:

back to planning of 4e2 class gathering.. till then! (:

see? i knew your attitude would change aft that wed. and u still claim nth's gg on. who are you lying to?

sfa

2009-11-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

okay, e prev post is screwed. shall do it again some other day.

101 facts about girls

2009-11-17T21:29:00.003+08:00

saw this on someone's blog while i was blog-hopping. 101 facts abt guys and girls. haha. interested read on, if not u cn exit. (:

1st up, 101 facts about girls:

red=disagree (bold+red strongly disagree)

purple=agree

blue=neutral

1. Girls like guys with sense of humor.

2. Girls hate guys who always brag about themselves.

3. It’s a rare thing for girls to go for flings unlike many guys do. (i've seen so many sad to say)

4. Girls are generally impulsive buyers but are good in budgeting. (LOL!)

5. Too sweet girls are usually the naggers.

6. Girls need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.

7. Girls are very suspicious human beings.

8. Girls get really bad mood swings especially when she has her monthly period. (certain ones)
9. Girls love to chat about anything.

10. Girls easily get carried away by their emotions.
11. You must tell a girl that you are courting her. Unless you make an obvious proposal, she could either play dumb or be really numb of your feelings for her.

12. Girls love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.

13. Girls love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control. They especially love a bargain. The question of "need" is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game. (not all)
14. Girls can easily change their mind because of hearsay's.

15. Girls can't keep secrets. They eat away at them from the inside. And they don't view it as being untrustworthy, providing they only tell two or three people.

16. Girls hate guys who gossip. (i like to gossip with guys! haha)

17. Girls always go to public restrooms in groups. It gives them a chance to gossip.

18. You would know that a girl likes you if she laughs even at your corniest joke and even pays attention at your nonsense talk.

19. You can hook a girl by knowing her interests. (definitely not!)

20. It is a fact that girls, since the birth of the world, can be professional flirts using their magical charms.

21. Girls hate it when you make them wait. (some yes some no i guess. )

22. Girls love babies. (generally i guess)

23. Girls don’t take a full meal especially when they are on a diet. But they love to eat junk food, sweets or fruits in between meals that can double up a full meal.

24. Beware: a girl knows how to persuade you that you could do her a favour through her charisma or seductive body language without you knowing it.

25. Girls are flattered when you make them melt in your eyes, but they would do anything just to show disapproval.
26. Girls are every conscious people.
27. Women are never wrong. Apologizing is the mans responsibility, "It's there in the bible". hmmm who was it that gave Adam the apple?
28. The average number of items in a typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. (YOUR HEAD)

29. A girl is not necessarily after a guy with towering height. He just has to be taller then she is. (true, i've seen many of these cases esp recently)

30. After a woman showers, the bathroom will smell like a tropical rain forest.
31. Girls who court guys are desperate. It is awkward to see a girl courting a guy.
32. Girls usually compete unconsciously among themselves especially when it comes to beauty.

33. Girls love pampering and being pampered by their boyfriends. So be careful, this can lead her to be possessive.
34. Never spoil a girl. Someday, if you fail to do a favor for her, she could lay the blame on you after all you did to her.
35. If a man goes on a seven-day trip, he'll pack five days worth of clothes and will wear some things twice; if a woman goes on a seven-day trip she'll pack 21 outfits because she doesn't know what she'll feel like wearing each day. (totally agree man!)

36. Girls love being serenaded. The spookiest and the corniest thing that you do is for her the most romantic and the most memorable. (sometimes)

37. Girls like smart guys. (not true in Singapore)

38. Girls like neat and presentable guys.
39. If you’re thinking that girls are very particular with a guy’s looks, then it’s time for you to make a paradigm shift. It’s actually the attitude and the way you treat them that they mostly fall for.(ABSOLUTELY!)

40. Girls can keep their deepest darkest secrets for a lifetime unlike guys who are very open about themselves.

41. Girls are the ones who can make a relationship stay longer but they don’t want to have the dominating character over their boyfriend.

42. You should let her cool first before you say sorry, otherwise she won’t accept your apology.

43. Girls usually go for older guys. (not necessarily)

44. Women will drive miles out of their way to avoid the possibility of getting lost using a shortcut.
45. Girls do NOT want an honest answer to the question, 'How do I look?' (WHO DOES?!??)
46. Girls are physically weaker than guys but are emotionally stronger when problems arise.

47. Girls easily cry. That is why they are rarely violent because they ventilate themselves through crying.

48. A girl smokes and drinks though she knows it’s not a good impression on her.

49. A girl will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, or get the mail. (only fer e 1st one)

50. Girls like guys who can protect and defend them. You don’t have to be a macho man though.

51. Girls hate weaklings. It’s enough that their gender has the weakest physique of all human being.

52. Women are insecure about their weight, butt and breast sizes. (-.-)
53. Girls are constantly demure when guys (especially their crushes) are around but can be wild behind their back. (ask naz, farid or wj if i'm demure arnd them. LOL!)

54. A girl hates it when her friend squeals about her crushes or secrets.
55. A girl that has admired a stranger could research even the least and nonsense bits of info about him. (that is MAD)
56. Girls are generally more organized people than guys. (i think not. i'm super not organized -.-)
57. Girls wear makeup not because they are not confident with how they look but because they want to highlight their physical assets.
58. Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and more emotional for women. Just knowing that the man wants to have sex with them fulfills the emotional need.
59. The most embarrassing thing for women is to find another woman wearing the same dress at a formal party. You don't hear men say, "Oh-my-GOD, there's another man wearing a black tux, get me outta here!" (this is funny!)
60. Girls are generally good in subjects like Language and Social Science than Mathematics and General Science. (hey, i suck at lang and social sci but better in math okay! does this make me a guy? -.-)
61. If a girl says "no," believe her. If a girl really likes you, she wouldn’t give you a "no." She’ll give you hanging messages instead. (agrees with hanging msg)
62. Girls only play hard-to-get when they think her crush or suitor finds her obvious that she has feelings for him.
63. Girls have legions of insecurities.
64. Girls also stammer when they’re talking to the guy they truly admire.
65. Girls have innumerable crushes but her heart belongs only to one guy. (more of eye candys. haha.)
66. Girls mature faster and grow older than guys their same age. (really?)
67. Girls are more prone to getting fat easily. (LOOK AT THAT JOOZHI! LOL!)
68. Girls love receiving letters.
69. Girls will spend hours dressing up to go out, and then they'll go out and spend more time checking out other people. Men can never catch women checking out other men; women will always catch men checking out other women.
70. Girls love surprises.
71. It is false humility girls show when they’re given compliments.
72. Girls want equal rights, but you rarely hear them clamoring to be let into the draft to cover the responsibilities that go with those rights. All girls seek equality with guys until it comes to sharing the closet, taking out the trash, and picking up the check.
73. Girls cannot use a map without turning the map to correspond to the direction that they are heading. (i thought i'm e only one haha.)
74. Girls are particular in getting, grouping, or having things in one color.
75. It’s hard for a girl to recover from her past.
76. A girls prefers to learn about relationships from novels than through experience.
77."Oh, nothing," has an entirely different meaning in woman-language than it does in man-language.
78. A girl can easily forgive you if you are sincere with your apology.
79. More than half of surveyed females between 18 and 25 would prefer to be run over by a truck than be fat.
80. Girls murmur a lot or make tantrums when they get irritated. They can control their emotions but not their temper.
81. Girls easily get watery eyed over telenovelas and dramas.
82. Girls who say, "I love sports!" are lying. Girls who ask you what time the game is on, without specifying which game they're talking about, are not.
83. Girls act snob to guys either they like too much or hate too much.
84. A girl can suppress her feelings if she knows that a relationship wouldn’t work.(even if it does she can)
85. Girls are weight conscious. (DUH. even guys are now!)
86. If a guy is too innocent about handling a relationship, a girl would rather dump him.
87. Girls love being wooed.
88. A girl would flaunt her assets just to hook you.
89. Immature guys are out from girl’s list.
90. There’s somehow a freak in a girl, who busted you, when she learns you’re courting another girl, she’ll thinks that girl would rather dump you also.
91. A girl can make you wait for years in courting her but could eventually give you a "no" in the long run.
92. Don't take a woman to a concert you really want to see—she'll just want to leave early
93. A girl loves talking all alone with the guy she’s truly in love with especially in romantic and isolated places.
94. The one breakup line she'll never be able to argue you out of: "I'm sorry, but I no longer have feelings for you."
95. Girls like guys with broad shoulders (me likes but i dunno abt other girls teehee. :D)
96. Girls admire sports-minded guys a lot. (rubbish)
97. A psycho jealous girl will do anything to keep her man (DUH, u said PSYCHO)
98. The most painless way to end an argument: Let the gal win. (i like this! :D)
99. Girls are genetically sensitive.
100. Unless a girl enters Nursing, Biology, or medical courses or profession, she will always have that irk from seeing blood and will always repel to see, smell, or even hear disgusting stuff
101. PMS stands for: Permissible Man-Slaughter. Or at least men think it means that. PMS also stands for Preposterous Mood Swings and Punish My Spouse. (WTH?!)

okay, i'm done fer tdae. shall continue again with the guys one some other day. teehee. (:

the day i dread the most is here now. and i haven gotten what i wanted yet.

trouble

2009-11-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

as if there's not enough trouble. oh wells.

you may not know it, but thanks fer making my day again. (:

2012

2009-11-15T00:03:00.003+08:00

went to crystal jade buffet with cousin last night at holland v. highly NOT recommended. haha. cuz its like e soup base is super limited and the food choices are super limited. other than e xiaolongbaos. but too much of xiaolongbaos makes u sick also. and its also kind ex so its not recommended to go fer that buffet. had a great time with my cousin though. she damn retarded.

watched 2012 tdae. i'm really very scared that it will come true. praying very hard that this wun happen. was told that e advancement in tech will not allow it to happen. i really hope so. lazy to blog more am super tired. slept at 2am last night and dun think will be sleeping early tnite too. zzz.

then again...

2009-11-10T10:30:00.001+08:00

妥协

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

fuck

2009-11-08T11:20:00.003+08:00

if u're someone that hates to see people ranting, hates it when people are emo-ing, u cn exit this window now.

i hate the place that i am in right now. i hate my dad. i dun understand how it makes him feel better by screaming and shouting at us. throwing his temper arnd whenever he feels like it. and that we have to accommodate with whatever he thinks its right. what the hell is wrong with him. yeah, he's one of the sources of income fer e family so what? what makes him think that we cn do without him? what makes him think that he's e best in e world. he only knows hw to SUCK UP to his friends and let them have e perception of how CLEVER he is. he is NOT THAT CLEVER. in fact, he is one of the STUPIDEST PERSON i've ever met. he has such LOWW SELF ESTEEM that it makes him feel much better when he cn feel mre superior in front of us. it makes me LOOK DOWN ON HIM even more. he's just making use of us to study and do well so that he have face in front of his friends. he doesn't even care abt how we feel. it makes me very upset to know that i did very badly fer my econs and gp fer my a levels. no doubt i passed it. but so? there's no one here to console me. no one here to make me feel better. what he does best is to just scold me. insult me. pouring and SMEARING salt on my wound by telling me how stupid i am. telling me an E fer econs to him is FAIL even if i actally di d pass the paper. imagine waking up every morning and hearing ur dad telling ur friends hw stupid his daugher is? imagine waking up every morning with ur dad not wanting to talk to u just because u did badly fer ur a levels. aren't dads supposed to be those that will talk to u and counsel u when u're down and not doing this? i dun need this kind of dad. i want to get out of this hell place right now.

changes

2009-11-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

i can alr feel the change in attitude now. i'm sure it'll be even more obvious after 1 to 2 weeks. and then when sch starts again, u'll be back again. what is this? i hate the way you're treating me. i don't even feel like a human. whr's all the basic respect?

clueless

2009-11-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

you never fail to leave me clueless. nevertheless, i still pray hard everyday for my wish to come true.

2012

2009-11-05T18:57:00.004+08:00

i've been thinking abt this since ydae. i just cant keep my mind off it. my sis and me were talking abt this ydae. 2012, being the end of the world. she told me that her physics teacher once told her class that this is written in his bible and that what is written in that particular bible usually is very accurate. and i'm sudd very afraid of death. ever since that particular incident, i've been very conscious abt people leaving arnd me and i've tried my best to meet up with all my friends and loved ones fer fear of sudden departure again. but if 2012 is really the end of the world, it means everyone will die tgt, but its not abt the dying tgt that i'm afraid of. its that i'm positive i'll leave the world with regrets. there's so many things i haven't tried and haven't done. and there's so many things i haven't said. its not that i don't want to though. but its due to the time constraints that is stopping me frm doing so and also the circumstances that is obstructing me to say certain things to certain people. i was reading leah's post abt her lecturer telling her that the risk of getting struck by lightning in sg is much much higher than that in other countries and she got so scared that she nearly ran all e way hme from the bus stop e other day. i can totally relate to how she feel. cuz this is hw i am feeling now.

what if 2012 is really e end of e world? will you have fulfilled my wish by then?

packed holidays

2009-11-04T22:07:00.006+08:00

shall take come time up to do some updates since my ss test is over! :D haha. the good thing is the test is over but the bad thing is its only a test, there's still the major exams. damn it.

past few days have been very uninteresting as the past few days are filled with school and tutorials and lectures. sian-ed. there's a new stall e sci fac canteen. haha. thinking of trying it next mon aft my linear algebra. and speaking of linear algebra reminds me of my tutor. he seems to love my handwriting so much that he jumps at every chance to ask me to present my answers. i really mean it okay! its like when he 1st ask me to present i dunno hw to do. so he asked jie ning to do e other qn and asked me to do e easier one, and i told him i dunno either. so he asked me to show him my tutorial and aksed me if i had done it. so i showed him. then he gave up and asked someone else instead. fact is, i didnt do that qn. LOL! but then, after he finished with e qn, he went on to e next one and he turned to me and asked me to present again. -.- what is that man?! i just presented last week cn. -.-

and my tv spoiled last night. pathetic. i was watching don't forget e lyrics chi and my mum went to switch it off during the ads cuz she thought no one was watching, and when i tried to on it again, it cant on. hw pathetic can that be? yes, i agree, its damn pathetic. omg, i sound like i'm suffering frm split personality. whatever. haha.

mrs wai contacted sg, py and me on fb last night asking us if we're interested to volunteer ourselves for YOG camp at e end of this yr. i'm so keen! but sg and py are not free. so i'm like all alone. i just asked kt tdae and she says she's fine with it. i hope mre ppl i know cn come so that i wun be so alone with the rest of e people i dunno! ):

and i just realised that my hols are packed even before i know it. so people, if u're keen to meet up with me during dec pls book me asap before all slots are filled! LOL! my mid-dec is totally packed with no days available alr! and i'm still supposed to go on shopping trips with my sis and buffet trips with my cousin and sis. and there's still christmas! omg, i hate planning so ahead fer hols cuz i'm like so looking forward to the holidays now that i dun even feel like studying fer exams! no no no. it cant be this way! i must start studying right now. damn.

meeting cindy and e rest on sun fer some volunteer thing at botanic gardens. i'm sure it'll be fun cuz it'll be full of kids! and i love children! :D they're so cute! esp those super young toddlers! ♥ haha.

gonna camp in e lib with cousin and her friend and nic tml. been teaching nic math in e lib lately. hope i cn really help her even if it means a teensy weensy bit. (:

that's all fer now. time to go back to studying before i have to check my cousin's pie in her cafe. LOL!

what i want fer xmas: my wish to come true. for once. can you fulfill it fer me?

busy

2009-11-01T00:21:00.005+08:00

went to send sahma off to tw ydae, oops, e day before ydae since its 12.33am 1nov nw. haha. first time sending my friend off to another ctry! saw hilmi there too. didnt know he's in e same camp as sahma. was super late cuz dear satish told me he'll be late so tell me too leave ltr, ended up wj reach super early and was "lost". haha. reached at arnd 10pm and we chatted and took photos. there's like so many ppl at e airport la. and satish and wj are feeling so "JEALOUS" that when they left fer tw, the airport is like practically empty. well, i did try organising asking ppl to send them off tgt but apparently, they're not as lovable as sahma. :p saw swiss yongsheng too. but we left the airport at arnd 11.15pm cuz satish had to catch e last train and wj and me had to catch e last bus. luckily the bus we took didnt terminate at yishun. and i was feeling damn hungry. cuz e supposedly "supper" didnt exist at all. LOL! i was e latest to reach hme cuz my mum took super long to reach woodlands. and that wj was so lucky he managed to catch his last bus back hme!

celebrated haz's and satish's bdae ydae at cwp pizza hut. surprised satish with a cake cuz i forgot and texted haz if she wanted to chip in fer satish's cake. stupid. haha. it was fun chat session. bel, mel, haz, wj, satish and me turned up. cindy dropped by at arnd 5plus to wish satish a happy birthday. LOL!

went to safari with some of the cfs after that. omg the queue is like damn long. super super long kind. u cant see the end neither cn u see the start. zzz. we took like 1hr plus to queue and get in despite the fact that we've alr booked out tix online. and there're shitty ppl that keep cutting our queue. -.- and got this stupid vampire go scare me when i was in e queue! dammit! hahaha. it was freaky cuz their eyes are super scary! all the costumes are okay, but e eyes are like so scary! like they're gonna kill u or eat u up anytime soon. zzz. but e trail is damn short. argh, i'm feeling so lazy to continue nw. fb is like giving me prob uploading photos. ): ): ):

tears

2009-10-29T18:47:00.003+08:00

skipped many lessons tdae thanks to my WONDERFUL period cramps. -.- went back earlier thought i could do some studying cuz i'm hving an upcoming, HISTORY, test next wed. ended up, e bus 963 broke down at bb area. 1st time i experienced bus breaking down. but the bus broke down at e area that i hv only one bus, 963, that i cn take hme. and e frequency is so damn low i waited so long. -.-

sometimes i really wonder why the tears in our eyes never run out.

strawberry shortcake

2009-10-28T20:59:00.003+08:00

went to e lib with cousin and her friends tdae. she made me lug my super heavy laptop to the lib. why? cuz bonitochico is launching a new collection at 5pm. -.- hahaha.

and stupid nlb. they like blocked e cafe world website i cant go check on my food when i was in e lib. no choice gotta ask char and gx fer help. zzz.

nic and her friend came over aft lunch and i helped them with their math while they were there. hopefully i was of some help fer their preparation of a levels. (:

met up with wj ydae aft sch fer dinner. and i was craving fer cakes. all thanks to cafe world. making cake everyday makes me crave fer mre cakes. -.- haha. went to jiaxiangmian fer dinner. my 1st time there. its not bad. (: and then bought haz's present ydae. initially i wanted to buy boggle fer her. cuz there's special meaning btwn us. :D teehee. (: but i decided on smth else instead. and being a super NICE girl, i made her guess what i wanted to buy fer her at 12am in e morn. :D went to bakerzin fer cakes aft walking arnd vivo fer some time. strawberry shortcake is love! ♥ but i prefer four leaves though. (:

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HAZWANI! ♥ ♥ ♥

tired

2009-10-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

i had enough of ur rubbish and am tired of waiting and waiting fer ur replies.

fsf

2009-10-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

it never occurred to you how well u're treating me, right?

tea party cafe

2009-10-23T22:22:00.003+08:00

met up with darling haz tdae at je to go over to tea party cafe. since it was a long journey, we played cooking mama on my i touch otw there. haha. it was a comical scene when i was making seafood spaghetti. and e bus smells of fried chicken and fries which made me even hungrier. ):

when we finally reached tea party cafe, we ordered our scones and fried chicken bits. then i realised i forgot to bring enough cash tdae. went all e way to e other building to withdraw. almost got lost. haha. retarded. the scones came when i was back. after eating, we played tic-tac-toe fer a little while and then went on to boogle/boogie i forgot what's e game called. so fun can! :D totally enjoyed myself.

after payment, i realised i had enough cash. -.- haha. that's not the main point. so we went to loiter arnd bukit timah area to search fer a place to camwhore. and guess what? we ended up camwhoring at a bus stop. -.- haha. but it was fun! ♥

you never fail to surprise me but still, i rather know what u're thinking abt..

hhhj

2009-10-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

this stupid thing, as small as it may seem over here, is driving me crazy tnite. -.- i'm in no mood to blog tnite. been hving weird dreams lately. -.-

weird dream

2009-10-21T22:42:00.007+08:00

i had a very very weird and strange dream last night. i dunno hw to describe it. i cant stop thinking abt it the whole day. and i really hope i wun dream of this kinda dream ever again.

i was listening to this song tdae and noticed the lyrics of this song. now i love this song. (:

对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

adad

2009-10-19T22:11:00.006+08:00

didnt have the time to blog. shall let the photos do all the talking! (:

busy busy busy

2009-10-18T17:46:00.004+08:00

guess i'll be hme late tnite and wun be blogging cuz i'll be damn shagged. plus the fact that i need wake up early tml fer sch. ): so here's a short post. (:

studied with kt ydae at her hse. was quite productive cuz i managed to finish mre than what i targeted to finish. (: and we kfc-ed fer lunch. :D her bro is so funny cn. when kt was preparing to go out she walked into her bro's room and her bro made a comment that's so bad! but it was funny to see e two of them bicker. haha. kinda make me miss my sis at that moment. haha.

satisfied my craving by hving tom yam noodles fer dinner last night. :D and i managed to finish all my hw due next wk. except fer MA1100. i really suck at that. i totally dun uds what the questions are talking abt. i need a tutor. like seriously. ):

spent the day at hme TRYING to study tdae. yeah TRYING. cuz i ended up fb-ing and watching tv instead. whao. -.- haha. mre updates tml! i hope. (:

now you're making me confused..

♥ grandmother

2009-10-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

got back my MA1100 test tdae. i failed. dun wish to talk abt it anymore.

met up with cousin aft lessons to buy materials to make present fer my grandmother. (: met up with banana too. cuz she's passing me my rubi sandals. :D saw boonchieh at popular while my cousin and me are looking fer e stuffs. he so funny! cuz i asked him whr's he gg, then he said why cant he not go anywhr wearing what he's wearing then. haha.

OH, and i saw the cute bus driver again tdae. haha.

went hme and we started decorating the photo frame. and ta-da! the final product is on the left of this post! :D so cute right! :D although the chinese characters fer happy birthday was kinda disastrous. its e thought that counts right? :D

i don't know what you mean by doing that. it feels like u're severing ties with me soon...

shanelle

2009-10-15T19:17:00.004+08:00

wanted to blog last night but didnt have the time to do so. was busy with tuition and completing my nation building tutorial. didnt even touch my MA1100 tutorial due tml. and listened to webcast MA1101R lect at 11plus almost 12 last night. such a good bedtime story cuz i fell asleep almost immediately and had a super sweet dream. but sad to say, i cant rmb what the dream is abt. ):

met up with haz ydae to do some short shopping and then to essential brews. we arranged to meet at orchard mrt. and since i was taking bus, i need to walk over frm the bus stop to the mrt station via a non-sheltered walkway. and when i was reaching town, it started pouring. ): so i had to take out my ugly looking purple hello kitty umbrella to shelter myself frm the bus stop to the mrt station. sad. ):

went to shop at ion and the 1st stop was topshop! :D to look fer e top that i saw at bugis branch last week. we searched the whole store and finally found the top. but it doesen have my size. its all too big. ): then, haz came up with this bright idea! to whr e top as a dress or oversized top! :D now my top is so versatile alr! i bought it and i love it alot! :D then we went to new look to have a look. LOL! i saw e pair of heels that i wanted to buy like 1 mth ago? and it on sale! 19.90 only cn! so cheap! i was so happy i bought it. haz bought a pair of sneakers there too. the sneakers super cute cn! :D then other shops to look arnd fer haz's tops. stopped by net and haz saw a super cute yellow top. bought it alr the person suggested her to look fer 2 mre stuffs frm the shop cuz they're hving a promotion buy any 2 things and get 1 free. haha. so haz suggested me to buy e polo tee with her. but i was disciplined enough to control! :D teehee. (:

headed to soup spoon fer soup aft the shopping trip cuz i was craving fer soup aft passing by soup spoon. haz totally loved e ambience there and we stayed there fer awhile. (: the velvety mushroom soup was totally loves! :D

had a hard time finding buses to go to holland v. we went to the same bus stop twice. -.- haha. but luckily we found the correct stop at last and off we go to essential brews! :D went to shop arnd holland v fer awhile 1st and then went over to essential brews. saw paula on the way cuz she was working at frolick holland v branch. (: spent quite some time at essential brews and ydae we made e right choice by ordering only sides and drinks. cuz their main cmi. haha. chatted and laughed and watched pck incredulous tales. super funny! and we did many stupid stuffs (as usual). LOL!

tutored when i reach hme. my tuition kid is so cute man! he asked my mum why i gave him 2 stickers when he got one wrong fer his spelling. LOL! cuz he did much better compared to the past of cuz i need to encourage him right. LOL! love him man. so cute! hope he learns mre stuffs during my lesson too. (:

got back my nation building test tdae. i managed to get C+ i was super duper surprised! i expected myself to fail. haha. but its a good thing nonetheless. (:

on my way back hme tdae, saw evelyn on the bus again. its such a small world cn! cuz she's like not only car's pri sch friend but also zx's pri sch and jc friend! haha. so coincidental! and her sis is frm swiss too! and we were like talking abt swiss all e way back. she knows so much abt swiss cn! i think she even know much mre than me now luh. haha. (:

i dunno why myself either. i guess its time to move on.

bad

2009-10-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

got back 2 of my tests tdae and ydae. linear algebra and calculus. i passed both. i felt lucky when i passed linear algebra cuz its like damn hard. but fer calculus, it was kinda disappointing. i bordelined passed both. which means both pprs are done quite badly. and that also means that i have to work super hard fer my final exams cuz i have to do super well. ):

and i saw shirley at fass canteen tdae aft my nation building lect.

on e bus tdae, i had this sudden urge to call up one of my friends to talk to them. have a super long chat or smth. dunno why. just sudd missed all of my friends. ):

meeting haz tml fer a short shopping trip in town and then to essential brews. her main aim was essential brews anws. (: haha. we'll have a fun time tml. (:

is putting people down a way to boost your confidence?

pullover

2009-10-11T23:45:00.005+08:00

spent my day catching up with the e-lectures. haha. but i ended up watching BOF with my sis. not that i still haven finished but its just too tempting. my sis is like watching right in front of me. BOF vs lect, which is mre interesting? haha. i guess i dun even hv to state the ans.

dinner-ed with grandma and family at imm tnite. had bubble tea cuz dear sis had cravings. haha. but imm branch forever no mini pearl. its e same fer bpp. ): so i had the big pearl but its not that nice either. ):

wore the pullover out tdae. omg. i love it. and i covered my head with the hood wherever i walked, my grandma asked me if i'm super cold or what. LOL! i just love pullovers. they're liek so softand fluffy and comfortable! :D i'm so gonna bring this to sch fer lect to keep me comfy and warm. then again, it might make me fall asleep too. ): hmm. haha.

i've decided to skip all mon linear algebra lect since there's webcast and it'll be mre convenient fer me to go hme too. and i just realised my exams are like coming in 1mth's time! ): everht's like so fast! computinggggggggggg. ): I LOVE COMPUTING. YES I DO. right....

unlimited wants

2009-10-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

how i wish e learning is forever. like we only have to go to sch fer tutorials/labs and no mre lectures. its like so much mre convenient and also mre freedom and much easier too. like if i hv a certain part i dun uds, i can just rewind and make e slides repeat again. but during e actual lect, i cant possibly rewind the lecturer, right? ): i want e-learning. ):

intended to study with wl tdae but cuz she had to leave by 3.15 its abit no pt to go out and study fer like 1-2hrs so i spent e day at hme listening to my lect and doing all e quizzes that i hv to finish.

when i'm bored i can just disturb my sis or go watch tv. but, its a huge distraction to me. i cant sit still at hme and it always makes me less productive. ): nevertheless, fer the honours prog, i must work super hard! (: (: (:

my cousin just called me this evening telling me that there's crystal jade buffet at holland v! we're most likely gg over on fri. xiaolongbaossssssss! omg lovesssssss. :D

and i want to kbox. ):

and i want to swim. ):

and i want badminton. ):

and i want volleyball. ):

and i dun want sch. ):

i must say it isnt easy organising a large-scale outing at all. the planning, the collating and the spreading. its really hard work. i really admire cindy fer planning so many successful class outings now. (: kudos to her! (: (: (:

okay, now back to my mundane uni life. tutorials, lect, quizzes, labs and blah. no, i will have fun real soon. maybe tml? maybe tue night? but i'm definitely gonna hv fun next wed! teehee. (:

and the reason for youur ambiguity is? you just need me cuz she isnt here with you.

pictionary

2009-10-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

went back to sch tdae fer tutorial and computing lab. lab was so bad tdae. so hard. ): nth much in sch though.

aft sch, met up with wl at bukit timah fer a long chat session and dinner. ♥ haven met her in ages. and i really meant ages! we went to this tea party cafe. it has a nice ambience and they serve nice scones. and they have games available too! :D their main courses ae so so, but i love their scones. :D so we had scones and main courses and aft that we started catching up with each other. :D were talking abt the diff courses wl cn take in uni, my uni life, her work life etc etc. (:

aft chatting was games time. we played taboo, which was really retarded. i'm better at acting out e words and wl is better at guessing. LOL! then we switched to pictionary. that was classic. all e retarded pics we've drawn to make each other guess the words. and we had so much fun laughing at each other's drawings! teehee. esp my dinosaur aka cookie monster. LOL!

before we left, wl asked me whr i rebonded my hair. omg, is my hair really that straight seriously? haha. i told her i nv rebond my hair at all and she was like shocked.

all in all, it was an evening well-spent with wl. (: hoping fer mre soon. like volleyball, swimming, badminton, etc etc. ♥

life and death

2009-10-08T17:38:00.004+08:00

ever since that dreadful incident, my emotions will tend to take over me this day every mth. no matter whr i am, what i am doing, a part of me will be away frm whr i am. and i will cant help but drop a tear. i have to stay strong. we have to stay strong.

unhappiness aside, met up with leah and char tdae fer leah's belated 19th celebration. i really enjoyed their company. and we had fun stuffing ourselves with meatball and steamboat. totally love e steamboat place at bugis. its like one of e best. (:

reached early and bought a muffin and choc fer leah. and then surprised her with an ariel balloon. :D dragged her to e shop to get it. she was so surprised! :D i love giving surprises! and we headed off the e steamboat place to sing birthday song and eat eat eat. steamboat is much quieter without xh arnd. cuz nobody to laugh at fer eating so much. haha. but fret not, we didnt forget her while we're eating. we gave her a bowl of duck meat and bones. :D haha. (:

talked abt cuttlefish and big blue whale over steamboat. it was an interesting topic. and it made all of us laugh our heads off. (: aft steamboat was a short shopping spree as char has to head back home to change fer tuition. ): didnt get anth at all. but i saw a top at topshop. it looks so nice i'm like super really tempted to get it. ): before we left, i went to get my milk tea mini pearl frm sweet talk. its like they pour the whole bottle of sugar syrup while making e pearl and e milk tea. its super sweet i think i'l get diabetes just by finishing e whole cup. -.- and we passed by chewy juniors and and e cream puffs are like signalling us to go over and get them! haha. so i bought 4 fer my family while char bought 1. (:

left fer home and now i'm hoping that my tuition kid rmbs to turn up tdae. (:

EEEEEEEEEEEE-learning

2009-10-06T23:00:00.004+08:00

its the e-learning week this week fer everyone in nus! :D good cuz no lectures, bad cuz there's still online lectures and we have to attend tutorials in sch as well. ): but lazy me decided to skip my calculus and linear algebra tutorial cuz i had to go to sch fer just one hr. might as well stay hme and study and listen to lectures. haha.

ydae i "attended" the linear algebra lect and it totally made me fall asleep. now i wonder what keeps me awake during linear algebra lect these days. haha. i think i need to revisit the lect again. and there's totally like no calculus lect uploaded which e lecturer had promised. ):

and tdae there's fundamental lect. i didnt feel like "attending". but i guess i've got no choice cuz we have this online quiz to complete. ): so i guess i'l have to listen to it tml. how boring. ):

met up with car to teach her math tdae. lunch-ed at jack's place tgt first. bought a "happy birthday" balloon and surprised her with it. (: jack's place service was damn bad. they take damn long to serve, they take damn long to notice that we're asking fer waiters and worse stil, the food is not worth the money. ): saw evelyn when we're eating and it turned out that evelyn is car's pri sch friend! what a small world! :D

i really really need to catch up on my work. i want to go swimming! i want to meet tankhaiting! :D steamboat with leah and char on thurs fer leah's bdae. :D

2009-10-04T01:14:00.003+08:00

had a great day at haz's hse. hari raya celebrations. and coincidentally, its on the mid-autumn festival. so we celebrated with candles, matches and sparklers aft that. reached hme only like 1 hr ago. super tired and don't feel like blogging anymre. maybe tml when i'm mre free or bored. (:

shall continue with this post frm last night. (: met up with pt, haz, deb and xn ydae afternoon fer e annual hari raya celebrations at haz's hse. lunch was great and e hari raya goodies were superb too! :D but the thing is, haz didnt make her cornflake cookies fer me this yr! ): ): ): haha. after lunch we went to rot in her room. pt went to her lappy i went to haz's and haaz went to my itouch. so the two sleepyheads that lack entertainment went to sleep. but we managed to wake them up to play cooking mama and then chat in the end.

then we got so bored we started thinking what we cn do when pt suddenly "let's go fer ice creeeaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmm! :D" so everyone perked up like they just drank three shots of espresso. :D went straight to yew tee point to had 32 degrees farenheit. it was okay i prefer slice though. (: then we had a camwhoring sessionw ith retarded poses. i likeeeeeeeeeeeee. teehee. and we saw so many people playing with lanterns and sparklers and candles! so haz and me decided to get some to play with. :D

but sadly, deb and pt had to leave earlier so its left with haz, xn and me to play sparklers and candles and lanterns. okay, we didnt hv lanterns but we had matchsticks! :D it was superfunnnnnnnnnnn! but i'm really lazy to write mre details now. super tired still.

watched fame tdae at cwp. i dunno why but i dun seem be able to rmb to bring jacket whenever i go the cinema there. and the worse thing is that e cathay cinema is super cold. i was shivering towards e end of e show. -.- and aft the show i still had to go out of cwp fer a few min to de-freeze myself. -.- retarded. haha. anws fame is a nice show. (:

2009-10-02T20:27:00.003+08:00

saw this pic online and i realised, halloween's coming! :D okay, that was a little random. (:

i had my last test tdae! MA1100, which SURPRISINGLY, was mannageable. :D maybe cuz my sis texted me good luck tdae. teehee. (:

computing assignment was busy busy busy. sinyi and me were busy figuring out each other's mistakes and worse, i submitted e wrong file. luckily i realised it before i left e lab. i seriously hate com lab sessions. they make me headache hving to stick my eyes to e screen fer so long in such a cold air con room. ): i rmb once forgetting to bring jacket, i was literally SHIVERING in e com lab. kelsie saw me shivering and even offered to lend me her cardigan. imagine hw cold i was? ):

but its okay! (: maple tdae was manageable and i decided finish up my qn 2 using my gc instead. i feel so alien to maple. haha.

visiting haz's hse fer raya tml! :D

oh, went to cut my hair a few days ago. okay, its trim. so when e hairdresser blew my hair, he told me "u hv so little hair, its better not to rebond it." so i was thinking when did i even mention that i wanted to rebond my hair in e conv. haha. so i told him that i didnt rebond my hair and that i wanted to PERM my hair instead when its longer. and he told me my hair looks like its rebonded. omg, is my hair really that straight and FLAT? ):

one day week next wk. hoping to use e 4 days to catch up with some friends and also to catch up with my math and ss lect. (:

have a great weekend my friends! :D

and not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARINA! :D

some thing's need not be said, its felt..

2009-10-01T20:24:00.004+08:00

woke up early this morn feeling happy and texted everyone cuz its children's day and its e 1st day off oct! which means sep has ended! but, my "unluckiness" was carried forward to this mth. -.-

early this morn wj came over again to hlp check what's e prob with my internet access cuz it cant seem to be used last night. and it turned out that most likely the prob is my dangling telephone port. -.- so evrth was settled and i finally finished my helpsheet fer MA1100 WITH SPACES LEFT while wj was checking e internet access. and i seem to hv like many prob with many of my stuffs. damn.

so aft that we went fer lunch at cwp. cuz its e most convenient place fer him to go changi hospital fer physio and me to go sch. was thinking of swensons but typical s'poreans beat us to it. long queue outside cuz there's this 30% disc thing gg on. -.- and i dun've much time so we settled fer delifrance. e first time i had main course in delifrance! haha. e last time i had was breakfast with jerene TWO yrs ago. haha. we ordered chicken steak and it was nice. (: recommended. *thumbs up* (:

by the time we finished lunch it was alr arnd 130 and my lect starts at arnd 205. but i refused to cab to sch cuz i just cabbed hme n tues. so i took 963. but guess what? when e bus entered e highway, i started hving e urge to pee. -.- and when i reach bpp, i cant take it anymre. i alighted and headed to mac to pee. -.- and it was raining i was caught in e rain. almost drenched. dammit. ): texted haz abt it and she told me to pee in my bottle. haha. i was liek "my bottle is filled hw am i supposed to pee in it?" and she said "finish all e water and then pee in it." i told her that i'm alr super urgent does she wants my bladder to explode and she said yes. ): LOL!

so yeah, my cab fare costs me 9.60. ): and i reached sch a 230. luckily lecturer wasnt that fast tdae so i caught up pretty quickly. (: but super malu to walk in like that. haha. linear algebra prac session was manageable tdae despite e fact that i skipped mon's lect and nv even read what's mon's lect and tdae's lect was abt. but i paid super alot of attn during lect tdae! :D and fer e prac assignment, e lecturer gave us a hint that make me see e light. :D teehee. (:

skipped calculus tutorial tdae cuz its like 6-7 and i'm super shagged plus i'm hving MA1100 test tml and if i go fer tutorial, i'll reach hme at like 8plus. ): so i left at 6pm. and guess what? TWO 963 just drove past nus bus stop cuz it was super filled and i think i waited fer arnd 15min. then i got so fed up. i texted wj to complain. haha. then i was thinking if i shld go over and take 963 to vivo and change 963 back or shld i just wait. and just nice, wj replied telling me to take to vivo. but, BUT, i got stuck in a jam otw to vivo and by e time i reach vivo its alr like almost 7pm. and when i changed bus and reach hme, its stil 8plus. -.-

but i saw soolin on e bus and we "bitched" arnd abit according to her. LOL! (:

this is hw unlucky i am these days and there are worse cases. ):

hope i wun be that unlucky tml to have a super hard MA1100 test cuz MA1100 module itself is alr hard enough. ):

what i needed at that time was your shoulder, not his.